Why oh why can I only post it as a pic and not a gif 🥲

But I yearn for a flatter chest. I just know that there can be a depression after surgeries and I could not handle that at this point. I remind myself that most guys do not have flat chests and that I just have moobs… man boobs. 🤪

At around 14 I had told some of my friends that I wanted my boobs cut off and to have a flat chest. Or that maybe possibly if my boobs grow and looked bigger maybe then I would feel better having them.

Now, over a year on testosterone, I still wonder if I will get top surgery.My chest hair is nice

Thank you