it did, fuck you stop being correct

not really, its actively getting worse rn

yeah

that by posting this i only make everyone else feel worse and nothing gets done, i dont feel better i just feel the same as i did before

also some other shit

pretend that it isnt happening or just fucking scream
"youre just stuck in a victim mentality, you have to find a way out" show me the fucking light then, jesus, no one can save me, i dont trust doctors or therapists or anyone of the sort, i just wanna sleep, cause this agony's contagious, i know-

behind while everyone around me does better, i have no irl interaction, i barely have online interactions anymore, i have no education or anything thatd make me worth a job or any kind of money, i make plans to go out to do something but when the time comes i sit in fear, unable to do anything but-

i dont think i can last 2 years here, definitely not 4 more

i look dead half the time, i can’t leave this house, i have nowhere to go and i can’t work any kind of job or bring any value to anyone worth enough to let me stay with them

how? i’m gonna be a worthless mess forever, i’m never even slightly going to look like a girl or leave this fucking house, not to mention how in 3 months i’ll probably have no friends left

that’s hard to believe
even if it is true, i can never really be happy anyway, i doubt it’s worth going on

i’m not

why?

why not?

doesn’t mean shit when they don’t love or care for me enough to message me instead of spending all day with their 10 other girlfriends who are all better than me

not to mention how living for other people is pointless because they’ll all leave me one way or another

why should i?

pwetty
you kinda look like my aunt but squishier /pos

you have a better shot than i do