the only things that even slightly help are some of the unhealthiest things i've done in my fucking life
the only things that even slightly help are some of the unhealthiest things i've done in my fucking life
thats right!!! i resumed this :<
thats right!!! i resumed this :<
not feeling too great with relationships
despairing about not having access to estrogen, being a high school dropout neet who smells like dog all the time
"just wait a few years, it gets better" every day feels like a week, i have to sit here and feel left-
not feeling too great with relationships
despairing about not having access to estrogen, being a high school dropout neet who smells like dog all the time
"just wait a few years, it gets better" every day feels like a week, i have to sit here and feel left-
i just want to make the people who hurt me feel worse than i do, i want them to know just how much of my death is because of their selfish actions
i just want to make the people who hurt me feel worse than i do, i want them to know just how much of my death is because of their selfish actions
though i do want to feel pain
though i do want to feel pain
nowhere i go is a good place for me
i always fuck it up
trust the wrong person
lose interest
be too desperate
i just want a friend group that doesnt
- defend dming people, mainly adults about a minors private "interests"
- block me n then post a nothing burger google doc abt me
nowhere i go is a good place for me
i always fuck it up
trust the wrong person
lose interest
be too desperate
i just want a friend group that doesnt
- defend dming people, mainly adults about a minors private "interests"
- block me n then post a nothing burger google doc abt me
i thought we were gonna fucking STOP with the obsessing over people, brain, i thought it would get BETTER FOR ONCE??? Fucking dickhead.
i thought we were gonna fucking STOP with the obsessing over people, brain, i thought it would get BETTER FOR ONCE??? Fucking dickhead.
GIRLS KEEP FALLING IN LOVE WITH ME
WHY
HOW
EVEN THE ONES I BARELY KNOW
GIRLS KEEP FALLING IN LOVE WITH ME
WHY
HOW
EVEN THE ONES I BARELY KNOW
i can literally feel my bones against my skin
i can literally feel my bones against my skin
mistake after mistake, it never ends well
i am worthless, gods pincushion
lonelier every day
hallucinations grow worse
voices grow louder
vision gets worse
nothing gets better
the love of 100 people my age comes nowhere close to that of 1 adult
forced to be a victim-
mistake after mistake, it never ends well
i am worthless, gods pincushion
lonelier every day
hallucinations grow worse
voices grow louder
vision gets worse
nothing gets better
the love of 100 people my age comes nowhere close to that of 1 adult
forced to be a victim-
just be happy you fucking idiot
why cant you just be happy for other people
selfish piece of shit you dont deserve any of this anyway
just be happy you fucking idiot
why cant you just be happy for other people
selfish piece of shit you dont deserve any of this anyway