gosh i am so sorry, this shit is so hard. Feels like you've been getting hit left and right. I still remember sage as a little man! And Patrick was the silliest weirdguy. Make sure you guys take time to take care of yourselves too, it's hard to not get caught up when so many losses happen at once.

my table neighbors were seriously the best though, everyone was so fucking nice

I've also been doing dealers dens since 2013 so I felt a bit out of place, and even prior to that I didnt have to tear down every day. This was my first experience with that and i thought it couldnt be THAT much more trouble, esp as a half table, but I was so wrong.

this is beautiful!!

good luck!! Hope it goes well for you!