nick ♡s melba 4ever
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• she/her • 30 • 🍋💧🌌 🔂 •
HW: 272
GW: 140
highly interactive w my followers • alt music enthusiast •
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HW: 272
GW: 140
highly interactive w my followers • alt music enthusiast •
❗️DNI MINORS❗️
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🪼nick, she/her, 30
🫧diagnosed w/ GAD, depression, EDNOS, ADHD
🩵disabled—low vision
🪼ace, married, & child free
🫧pescatarian
🩵s/h free for 4+ years
🪼atheist, leftist, ally
❌DNI minors❌
🪼nick, she/her, 30
🫧diagnosed w/ GAD, depression, EDNOS, ADHD
🩵disabled—low vision
🪼ace, married, & child free
🫧pescatarian
🩵s/h free for 4+ years
🪼atheist, leftist, ally
❌DNI minors❌
Happy dreaded food holiday day! Everybody pls remember that indulging a little bit today is going to be better for our mental health in the long run one plate of food isn’t going to erase our progress.
November 27, 2025 at 12:02 PM
Happy dreaded food holiday day! Everybody pls remember that indulging a little bit today is going to be better for our mental health in the long run one plate of food isn’t going to erase our progress.
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not only is it disgusting, unglamorous, painful, and dangerous, it doesn't even work. you might get rid of ~50% of the c4ls but you also might lose teeth and damage your heart. it'll go up your nose and give you sinus problems. you'll pull muscles and your back/chest will hurt. and on and on.
if you don’t purge pls pls PLS do not start, it has actually taken over my life
November 27, 2025 at 2:13 AM
not only is it disgusting, unglamorous, painful, and dangerous, it doesn't even work. you might get rid of ~50% of the c4ls but you also might lose teeth and damage your heart. it'll go up your nose and give you sinus problems. you'll pull muscles and your back/chest will hurt. and on and on.
Ve had oil free potatoes for five days in a row
November 26, 2025 at 4:15 PM
Ve had oil free potatoes for five days in a row
Every time I’m sober I can’t imagine drinking, and every time I’m drinking I can’t imagine being sober. It feels like there’s two of me.
November 26, 2025 at 3:06 PM
Every time I’m sober I can’t imagine drinking, and every time I’m drinking I can’t imagine being sober. It feels like there’s two of me.
My problem with alcohol never resulted in severe withdrawals and sometimes I rationalize and find myself thinking that this means I don’t have a problem. My bank statement says otherwise, and so does my endless hangover, high resting heart rate, and constant diarrhea.
November 26, 2025 at 3:05 PM
My problem with alcohol never resulted in severe withdrawals and sometimes I rationalize and find myself thinking that this means I don’t have a problem. My bank statement says otherwise, and so does my endless hangover, high resting heart rate, and constant diarrhea.
Soup dinner and 50mph wind gusts.
November 26, 2025 at 1:41 AM
Soup dinner and 50mph wind gusts.
y’all we moved fourteen boxes to the thrift store down the street from my house.
November 26, 2025 at 12:21 AM
y’all we moved fourteen boxes to the thrift store down the street from my house.
minestrone for dinner
November 26, 2025 at 12:20 AM
minestrone for dinner
JP walked into the room and hijacked my phone call with my sister no less than three times to talk to her about music and we are actively on a video call going through our late grandma’s stuff like dude please read the room. So now he’s sad because I asked him to leave us alone.
November 25, 2025 at 9:41 PM
JP walked into the room and hijacked my phone call with my sister no less than three times to talk to her about music and we are actively on a video call going through our late grandma’s stuff like dude please read the room. So now he’s sad because I asked him to leave us alone.
Today’s potato is slightly bigger. Currently not weighing food or counting calls.
November 24, 2025 at 3:08 PM
Today’s potato is slightly bigger. Currently not weighing food or counting calls.
I keep waking up super early, like 6am early, and idk what to do with my time, but it’s not super frigid outside so I suppose I could take a walk but I think it’s supposed to rain
November 24, 2025 at 1:47 PM
I keep waking up super early, like 6am early, and idk what to do with my time, but it’s not super frigid outside so I suppose I could take a walk but I think it’s supposed to rain
10 days sober after a neat little dive off the deep end after my cat died in a super traumatic way
November 24, 2025 at 1:44 PM
10 days sober after a neat little dive off the deep end after my cat died in a super traumatic way
Update: they are in a foster home and we can’t meet them until after the food holiday is over because everyone is so busy and that makes sense to me so I can be patient. Currently clearing out a room to act as a transitional space just in case we do get approved to adopt 🤞
JP and I put in an application for two kitties a couple towns over. We will see if we get to meet them soon!!
November 24, 2025 at 5:14 AM
Update: they are in a foster home and we can’t meet them until after the food holiday is over because everyone is so busy and that makes sense to me so I can be patient. Currently clearing out a room to act as a transitional space just in case we do get approved to adopt 🤞
JP brought these home for me 🥰🥰🥰
November 23, 2025 at 7:42 PM
JP brought these home for me 🥰🥰🥰
The fact that I’m going to the in laws’ house for the food holiday is good news because I care so much about what they think I’m very unlikely to binge 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 also sometimes the food they make is absolutely vile like they had this couscous salad one year and it was repulsive.
November 23, 2025 at 6:10 PM
The fact that I’m going to the in laws’ house for the food holiday is good news because I care so much about what they think I’m very unlikely to binge 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 also sometimes the food they make is absolutely vile like they had this couscous salad one year and it was repulsive.
back on my sober bullshit and on track to end the year with more days spent sober than days spent intoxicated.
November 23, 2025 at 4:28 PM
back on my sober bullshit and on track to end the year with more days spent sober than days spent intoxicated.
1 potato 1 egg no oil + ketchup
November 23, 2025 at 3:41 PM
1 potato 1 egg no oil + ketchup
JP and I put in an application for two kitties a couple towns over. We will see if we get to meet them soon!!
November 22, 2025 at 1:29 AM
JP and I put in an application for two kitties a couple towns over. We will see if we get to meet them soon!!
One of the things that pissed me off over the weekend was the fact that the fest had water refill stations with no lines, and the website advised people to bring empty water bottles, but people were still choosing to buy multiple cans of liquid death anyway. 😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐 wasting ur fucking money
November 20, 2025 at 3:03 PM
One of the things that pissed me off over the weekend was the fact that the fest had water refill stations with no lines, and the website advised people to bring empty water bottles, but people were still choosing to buy multiple cans of liquid death anyway. 😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐 wasting ur fucking money
Lowkey think I’m ready to lock back in
November 20, 2025 at 2:07 PM
Lowkey think I’m ready to lock back in
I’m home, I’m rested, I pooped, and now I’m gonna weigh myself after vacation.
November 20, 2025 at 1:42 PM
I’m home, I’m rested, I pooped, and now I’m gonna weigh myself after vacation.
Asked the boarding place how our dogs are doing and I got a two word response of “they’re fine.”
Wow cool thanks.
Wow cool thanks.
November 18, 2025 at 7:48 PM
Asked the boarding place how our dogs are doing and I got a two word response of “they’re fine.”
Wow cool thanks.
Wow cool thanks.
All these years of chronic aIc0h0l abuse and I have never had the desire to get fucking sloshed at a music fest. Couldn’t fucking be me y’all.
November 18, 2025 at 2:56 AM
All these years of chronic aIc0h0l abuse and I have never had the desire to get fucking sloshed at a music fest. Couldn’t fucking be me y’all.
✨WIEIAD on vacation in 0rIa/nd0✨
not restricting this week.
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not restricting this week.
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November 15, 2025 at 4:48 AM
✨WIEIAD on vacation in 0rIa/nd0✨
not restricting this week.
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not restricting this week.
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Based on this list, I’m looking for recs. Pls.
November 13, 2025 at 5:22 AM
Based on this list, I’m looking for recs. Pls.