While not everything has been resolved... expressing my feelings to my mom allowed me to release some negative emotions. I realized it is pretty good. so I'm making an effort to leave as much behind as possible in 2023.10 hours left.

I saw it as an opportunity to have a meaningful conversation with her, so I opened up about my feelings and thoughts. I wanted to get rid of these uncomfortable and negative feelings in 2023. so I just did it.

of course, I love my mom so so much.. but I wish she would stop comparing her own daughter to other ppl who are completely strangers to me.