I genuinely tried harder than I ever have to make the 10th year of streaming a special and memorable one. Gave all my energy and sacrificed so much only for it to be statistically my worst year.

No matter how hard I try, maybe I really am just a failure at everything.

10 years ago, and ever since I’ve had a wishlist/bucket list of goals for streaming- both tiny and grand that I tried really hard to fulfill. At the time of this writing, only 1 out of 350+ have come true.

My biggest fear is ending things without even moving that number😔

Seeing a Love Live rhythm game in the wild in 2025 is an emotional experience. Actually healed my soul a bit and brought me back to better times 🥹

I wish I wasn’t holding onto false hope, that a miracle would and could come true.

If there’s anyone out there that can give me a chance or opportunity. See me for who I am and how much value I have. See how hard I’ve worked.

Please

Find me before it’s too late

I know pretty much none of my friends/followers care about Shadowverse but I was able to get Master rank tonight. Extremely happy as I know I’ve always had it in me. Just needed to share it somewhere and feel a tiny bit proud of myself for once 🥹

How does one Bluesky? How do I interact with people? 🤔