I'm begging ABDL clothing companies to spend five minutes in the actual baby/kids clothing section at Walmart. Little boys get lots of cute options besides "skin tight onesie cut to accentuate your boobies".

Me: *don't say it's Australian don't say it's Australian don't say it's Australian*

Me: hahaha that's adorable kids right

In my defense one of them has raccoons.

I have not been a US Large since the Bush Senior administration.

At least I don't have followers on this alt, so I can shout into the void. Sometimes it's enough to write down your feelings.

Just like I'm not Doing Relationships Right™.

I worry that I'm not Doing ABDL Right™. Just like I worry I'm not Doing Furry Right™.

I mean, like, I love diapers, but I don't really get off on them in the usual sense. I just enjoy turning off the grownup parts of my brain temporarily. It's nice to forget all the stress of being a middle-aged professional with a mortgage and a chronic illness and just, like, watch cartoons.

And I don't feel like I can talk about this side of me with my friends because the stuff that I'm into isn't exactly mainstream.