talk to your primary maybe they can prescribe you salt pills

I think he also says or thinks about how nice it would be to kill his wife Katherine.

Winston is one of theee most unpleasant people in fiction. I only empathized with him after they started torturing him.

It also explains Winston wanting to rape & kill Julia and her laughing it off when he confesses.

I always wondered what real-life experience lent him such intense clarity to describing such an event.

Despite what people might tell you, all fictional books have some grounding in reality where the author is concerned, for better or worse.

transphobia*

they have colonized the whole planet and that shit trickles down

but its a white ppl thing