TJ
@toyarengoku.bsky.social
Meat Gundam driven by 500 rats
probably watching anime rn
🧡🤍🩷 Im 32
probably watching anime rn
🧡🤍🩷 Im 32
Also the app "too good to go" sells cheaper deals from stores local to you on products closer to expiration.
October 28, 2025 at 5:13 PM
Also the app "too good to go" sells cheaper deals from stores local to you on products closer to expiration.
New hair just dropped 🥰 and I'm loving the spooky smoky fire vibes
October 15, 2025 at 9:49 PM
New hair just dropped 🥰 and I'm loving the spooky smoky fire vibes
the most saddening thing, as you heal, to realize how you were trained to abandon myself.
I didn't realize putting myself last, unawarely sacrificing, & viewing my own pain as mandatory was my default.
And I hug past me as I heal these patterns.
Original art: Susitse.art - Essi Välimäki
I didn't realize putting myself last, unawarely sacrificing, & viewing my own pain as mandatory was my default.
And I hug past me as I heal these patterns.
Original art: Susitse.art - Essi Välimäki
September 8, 2025 at 6:22 PM
the most saddening thing, as you heal, to realize how you were trained to abandon myself.
I didn't realize putting myself last, unawarely sacrificing, & viewing my own pain as mandatory was my default.
And I hug past me as I heal these patterns.
Original art: Susitse.art - Essi Välimäki
I didn't realize putting myself last, unawarely sacrificing, & viewing my own pain as mandatory was my default.
And I hug past me as I heal these patterns.
Original art: Susitse.art - Essi Välimäki
Honestly I'm so proud of myself lately. I'm happy on my own and have really seen myself level up in healing.
I'm noticing better when I need rest and allowing myself to take it in a way when I used to harmfully push myself.
Grateful for the assistance from my visible arm band on this as well
I'm noticing better when I need rest and allowing myself to take it in a way when I used to harmfully push myself.
Grateful for the assistance from my visible arm band on this as well
August 19, 2025 at 3:28 PM
Honestly I'm so proud of myself lately. I'm happy on my own and have really seen myself level up in healing.
I'm noticing better when I need rest and allowing myself to take it in a way when I used to harmfully push myself.
Grateful for the assistance from my visible arm band on this as well
I'm noticing better when I need rest and allowing myself to take it in a way when I used to harmfully push myself.
Grateful for the assistance from my visible arm band on this as well
Having my visible armband these past several days so far.
Literally got up to get some cookies from a friend (cause she was dropping them off) & visible was like WOAH DAWG
I didn't realize how many basic things had my body so tired! NO WONDER I'm exhausted all the time.
Literally got up to get some cookies from a friend (cause she was dropping them off) & visible was like WOAH DAWG
I didn't realize how many basic things had my body so tired! NO WONDER I'm exhausted all the time.
August 12, 2025 at 3:20 PM
Having my visible armband these past several days so far.
Literally got up to get some cookies from a friend (cause she was dropping them off) & visible was like WOAH DAWG
I didn't realize how many basic things had my body so tired! NO WONDER I'm exhausted all the time.
Literally got up to get some cookies from a friend (cause she was dropping them off) & visible was like WOAH DAWG
I didn't realize how many basic things had my body so tired! NO WONDER I'm exhausted all the time.
I got my bestie and I one of the JJK cat plush blind boxes. It's a goofy tiny thing but JJK was the new age anime that brought us both together so low-key excited to open it tonight!
One of the first blind boxes where I Iike all the options & I won't be upset no matter which I get 🥰
#JJK
One of the first blind boxes where I Iike all the options & I won't be upset no matter which I get 🥰
#JJK
August 6, 2025 at 1:58 PM
I got my bestie and I one of the JJK cat plush blind boxes. It's a goofy tiny thing but JJK was the new age anime that brought us both together so low-key excited to open it tonight!
One of the first blind boxes where I Iike all the options & I won't be upset no matter which I get 🥰
#JJK
One of the first blind boxes where I Iike all the options & I won't be upset no matter which I get 🥰
#JJK
Why are there SO MANY CUTE KEYCHAINS.
I can't have EVERY keychain but my heart 🥰 wants all the keychains.
I can't have EVERY keychain but my heart 🥰 wants all the keychains.
July 24, 2025 at 1:24 PM
Why are there SO MANY CUTE KEYCHAINS.
I can't have EVERY keychain but my heart 🥰 wants all the keychains.
I can't have EVERY keychain but my heart 🥰 wants all the keychains.
I am slowly learning how to actually care for my body, my meat mech if you will.
Being chronically ill and now knowing what's wrong while trying to solve it feels like throwing eggs at the wall & hoping they stick.
But now that i have an idea, the things I'm trying are actually helping 🥺😭
Being chronically ill and now knowing what's wrong while trying to solve it feels like throwing eggs at the wall & hoping they stick.
But now that i have an idea, the things I'm trying are actually helping 🥺😭
July 24, 2025 at 1:20 PM
I am slowly learning how to actually care for my body, my meat mech if you will.
Being chronically ill and now knowing what's wrong while trying to solve it feels like throwing eggs at the wall & hoping they stick.
But now that i have an idea, the things I'm trying are actually helping 🥺😭
Being chronically ill and now knowing what's wrong while trying to solve it feels like throwing eggs at the wall & hoping they stick.
But now that i have an idea, the things I'm trying are actually helping 🥺😭
How a girl feels after an ✨everything shower✨
July 22, 2025 at 6:38 PM
How a girl feels after an ✨everything shower✨
5 minutes after you clock in be like
July 21, 2025 at 2:40 PM
5 minutes after you clock in be like
Like for real tell me this isnt the most visually MESMERIZING anime theme song you've seen in a while!
#kaijunumber8
#kaijunumber8
June 2, 2025 at 12:44 AM
Like for real tell me this isnt the most visually MESMERIZING anime theme song you've seen in a while!
#kaijunumber8
#kaijunumber8
It's ok to switch your focus
It's ok to start over
It's ok to admit you were wrong before & want to do better
It's ok to admit you want to learn something new.
It's ok to improve & not have all the right answers.
There is nothin wrong w/ you because you are growing/changing. Youre supposed to.
It's ok to start over
It's ok to admit you were wrong before & want to do better
It's ok to admit you want to learn something new.
It's ok to improve & not have all the right answers.
There is nothin wrong w/ you because you are growing/changing. Youre supposed to.
April 22, 2025 at 11:58 AM
It's ok to switch your focus
It's ok to start over
It's ok to admit you were wrong before & want to do better
It's ok to admit you want to learn something new.
It's ok to improve & not have all the right answers.
There is nothin wrong w/ you because you are growing/changing. Youre supposed to.
It's ok to start over
It's ok to admit you were wrong before & want to do better
It's ok to admit you want to learn something new.
It's ok to improve & not have all the right answers.
There is nothin wrong w/ you because you are growing/changing. Youre supposed to.
Healing people pleasing has allowed me to make this shift.
Before working on that, love felt like an external thing I had to earn. A status I was allowed to feel only when I deserved it. Something forbidden unless I was perfectly selfless.
How horridly untrue that is. Love is for you AND others
Before working on that, love felt like an external thing I had to earn. A status I was allowed to feel only when I deserved it. Something forbidden unless I was perfectly selfless.
How horridly untrue that is. Love is for you AND others
April 22, 2025 at 11:47 AM
Healing people pleasing has allowed me to make this shift.
Before working on that, love felt like an external thing I had to earn. A status I was allowed to feel only when I deserved it. Something forbidden unless I was perfectly selfless.
How horridly untrue that is. Love is for you AND others
Before working on that, love felt like an external thing I had to earn. A status I was allowed to feel only when I deserved it. Something forbidden unless I was perfectly selfless.
How horridly untrue that is. Love is for you AND others
How it felt when I realized my people pleasing (of the past) was causing me to settle for bare minimum out of the people around me because I unconsciously believed I needed to keep everyone "happy" with me in order to have my needs met...
April 22, 2025 at 11:43 AM
How it felt when I realized my people pleasing (of the past) was causing me to settle for bare minimum out of the people around me because I unconsciously believed I needed to keep everyone "happy" with me in order to have my needs met...
So proud of my growth within the last year.
I finally internally believe I am enough.
I actually like being alive.
I am proud of myself and ACTUALLY love myself as is
🥺 Childhood me would be so proud dude. I chose to stay back then as a teen when I didn't want to and it was SO worth it
I finally internally believe I am enough.
I actually like being alive.
I am proud of myself and ACTUALLY love myself as is
🥺 Childhood me would be so proud dude. I chose to stay back then as a teen when I didn't want to and it was SO worth it
April 11, 2025 at 3:24 PM
So proud of my growth within the last year.
I finally internally believe I am enough.
I actually like being alive.
I am proud of myself and ACTUALLY love myself as is
🥺 Childhood me would be so proud dude. I chose to stay back then as a teen when I didn't want to and it was SO worth it
I finally internally believe I am enough.
I actually like being alive.
I am proud of myself and ACTUALLY love myself as is
🥺 Childhood me would be so proud dude. I chose to stay back then as a teen when I didn't want to and it was SO worth it
There are good people out there and YOU are one of them.
Please seat yourself at the table with them instead of putting those other "good people" on a pedestal.
They miss you at that table. They need your jokes, your smile, your input.
You belong at this table.
Please seat yourself at the table with them instead of putting those other "good people" on a pedestal.
They miss you at that table. They need your jokes, your smile, your input.
You belong at this table.
April 11, 2025 at 3:17 PM
There are good people out there and YOU are one of them.
Please seat yourself at the table with them instead of putting those other "good people" on a pedestal.
They miss you at that table. They need your jokes, your smile, your input.
You belong at this table.
Please seat yourself at the table with them instead of putting those other "good people" on a pedestal.
They miss you at that table. They need your jokes, your smile, your input.
You belong at this table.
Rejection is redirection.
Don't accept less than what you deserve. See that rejection for the gift it is.
Future you is looking back on that moment of rejection you feel with gratefulness. What they have now is so much better than you could dream.
So grieve that loss now & look ahead.
Don't accept less than what you deserve. See that rejection for the gift it is.
Future you is looking back on that moment of rejection you feel with gratefulness. What they have now is so much better than you could dream.
So grieve that loss now & look ahead.
April 11, 2025 at 3:09 PM
Rejection is redirection.
Don't accept less than what you deserve. See that rejection for the gift it is.
Future you is looking back on that moment of rejection you feel with gratefulness. What they have now is so much better than you could dream.
So grieve that loss now & look ahead.
Don't accept less than what you deserve. See that rejection for the gift it is.
Future you is looking back on that moment of rejection you feel with gratefulness. What they have now is so much better than you could dream.
So grieve that loss now & look ahead.
Mew has decided to do this on the nights he's mad I'm not in bed 😂 only done it twice so I guess I'm going to bed on time lately?
April 10, 2025 at 1:43 AM
Mew has decided to do this on the nights he's mad I'm not in bed 😂 only done it twice so I guess I'm going to bed on time lately?
You can only make meals out of the supplies and food you have in your house (this video isn't about cooking) #HealingTrauma #shadowwork
April 10, 2025 at 1:31 AM
You can only make meals out of the supplies and food you have in your house (this video isn't about cooking) #HealingTrauma #shadowwork
Today is mega bonkers. But hey, I refuse to stress myself worrying.
It will all happen eventually
It will all happen eventually
April 7, 2025 at 8:49 PM
Today is mega bonkers. But hey, I refuse to stress myself worrying.
It will all happen eventually
It will all happen eventually
Just know our connections together, our friendships, our relationships, that brings light to our lives.
If you're feeling down, try to find ways to seek help and a supportive community. These can be found online or in person. I promise you that there is a community that will love and cherish you.
If you're feeling down, try to find ways to seek help and a supportive community. These can be found online or in person. I promise you that there is a community that will love and cherish you.
March 27, 2025 at 12:38 PM
Just know our connections together, our friendships, our relationships, that brings light to our lives.
If you're feeling down, try to find ways to seek help and a supportive community. These can be found online or in person. I promise you that there is a community that will love and cherish you.
If you're feeling down, try to find ways to seek help and a supportive community. These can be found online or in person. I promise you that there is a community that will love and cherish you.
Beating yourself up doesn't help you at all, it just adds unneeded pressure to something you already struggle with.
Its a maladaptive coping mechanism you learned or were taught in childhood to cope with hard situations.
It's ok to say it doesn't serve you & fight to be self compassionate
Its a maladaptive coping mechanism you learned or were taught in childhood to cope with hard situations.
It's ok to say it doesn't serve you & fight to be self compassionate
March 25, 2025 at 4:00 PM
Beating yourself up doesn't help you at all, it just adds unneeded pressure to something you already struggle with.
Its a maladaptive coping mechanism you learned or were taught in childhood to cope with hard situations.
It's ok to say it doesn't serve you & fight to be self compassionate
Its a maladaptive coping mechanism you learned or were taught in childhood to cope with hard situations.
It's ok to say it doesn't serve you & fight to be self compassionate
Please be kind to yourself ♥️ it's easier to accomplish things if you're on your own side.
Rest isn't warned. It's a part of it. Do not sacrifice your well being to your own detriment.
Rest isn't warned. It's a part of it. Do not sacrifice your well being to your own detriment.
March 25, 2025 at 3:35 PM
Please be kind to yourself ♥️ it's easier to accomplish things if you're on your own side.
Rest isn't warned. It's a part of it. Do not sacrifice your well being to your own detriment.
Rest isn't warned. It's a part of it. Do not sacrifice your well being to your own detriment.
The small efforts you are making, they make a difference. I see you. I hear you.
Credit to @radicallysunny.bsky.social for the image!
Credit to @radicallysunny.bsky.social for the image!
March 24, 2025 at 3:58 PM
The small efforts you are making, they make a difference. I see you. I hear you.
Credit to @radicallysunny.bsky.social for the image!
Credit to @radicallysunny.bsky.social for the image!