toshav.bsky.social
@toshav.bsky.social
7/7 but when those bad emotions hit you after stopping your meds, they truly can hit you like a truck

Thanks for reading this rambling, I have no clue if that's actually what was intended here with Gangle, but it's how it came across to me, and I love @glitchprod.com for making such a good episode!
December 14, 2024 at 9:22 AM
6/7 and so, you stop taking the meds, to try and get some normalcy back. And at first, that can feel great, your emotions back, you can be happy again! Free to dance and enjoy stuff like you did before! Gangle dances and is freed from her mask in much the same way
December 14, 2024 at 9:20 AM
5/? So when it comes to the fact that you can genuinely feel a far more muted range of emotions, it can feel like static in your brain. Gangle gets like this towards the end too, not sad, but more like... empty. It's only thanks to support from Pomni she pulls herself out.
December 14, 2024 at 9:18 AM
4/? Gangle's gut reaction to this is to try and keep positive, after all, that's what the mask if for! But it can feel like you're trying more than the medication or mask is doing for you
December 14, 2024 at 9:17 AM
3/? This is great at first, but as time goes on, you can start to feel off about the new feelings...or lack thereof. Meds can be weird, and the more muted emotional range can fuck with you, especially when you do hit some of those emotions, like Gangle does when she removes the mask briefly.
December 14, 2024 at 9:16 AM
2/? Firstly, there's her reaction to first putting it on. She feels normal. When you're suffering anxiety or depression, the first time on the meds can almost feel like being normal for the first time in ages, which in and of itself can make you feel better
December 14, 2024 at 9:14 AM
The kitty can't be contained!
December 10, 2024 at 12:41 PM
A bit of both but mainly irl, I have the mothman deck from the fallout precon! Black Blue Green, it'd a lot of fun
December 10, 2024 at 10:14 AM
Its my hyper focus rn help
December 10, 2024 at 8:20 AM
I'm currently not playing d2, but I'm sure I'll get into it again!
December 10, 2024 at 8:20 AM
It consumed my life, I love how chill it is
December 10, 2024 at 8:19 AM
Destiny is a wild game, I love how good it feels, it's just frustrating the issues it has, Stockholm Syndrome the game, lol
December 10, 2024 at 2:33 AM
4. 21 at the start of ARR, By Endwalker, physically they're 24, mentally 27 due to First time shenanigans.
December 10, 2024 at 2:31 AM
3. A striking feature they have is a massive scar etched into their back, an injury they sustained against Shinryu, due to being distracted.
December 10, 2024 at 2:30 AM
2. Seeker of the Sun Miqo'te, a Red Mage main through and through
December 10, 2024 at 2:29 AM
V'aeri Rhal, though for a while she went by Tosha Varnley due to wanting to get away from her original name
December 10, 2024 at 2:28 AM