Its fine, I think your viewpoint is interesting too !

... and by seeking that long since passed feelings, they are hurting not just themselves but each-others too, trying to maintain grip on who they are now (a soldier and a camp aide) to not lose it too, despite it being the side of them the other despise and want to revert.

... I think both are seeking love from the other but in a different form: the mother seek her innocent children and the son his comforting and tender/perfect mother, but as time passed neither of them can provide that anymore, the past can no longer be returned too...

To me that is not disgust but horror, she does not think less of her son at that moment but as she works in a refugee camp she's horrified that her own son has become part of the problem by becoming a soldier and getting brainwashed into war thinking...

(D'ailleurs attention where the wind meet full LLM pour les dialogues avec les PNJ)

Moi depuis une semaine entre Warframe, Soulframe et Mecha Break

All you need to know about it is that during a concert of the ending songs both singers got their shirts off to sing the yaoi together

Littéralement le plot de départ de Matrix (l'humanité plonge la Terre dans le noir pour couper les machines de l'énergie solaire qui du coup doivent s'alimenter avec des vies humaines)