maybe i'll try making it to one year so that it at least looks legit in my resume. but after... i don't know how to get out of this slump

and i also know that finding another job would be too hard. what i do is easily replaceable by generative mls so no one pays well. and here i might get promoted in some time.... i don't know what to do and morally i'm just so disappointed in my place in life

but that's far from everything. the email said that the lecturer hosts a book club of Asian literature and i immediately Google to find it and... nothing! the only mention i find is an article about the first meetup in June and no updates since then. wtf is this 😭😭😭

how is it legal omg