thank you. im the surface appreciator

daily*

im so blocked i cant even see their profile

how has this person blocked me. i dont even exist

its so fucking difficult. im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry

its really hard i promise

shorthands are cudgels, and they almost invariably turn with enough memetic spread, ime

its not even possible to structure it that way. social avenues of connection even on the internet are entirely lost or dwindling

ive had a similar sort of progression out of having kink be part of my identity, mostly on accident. feels too associated with situations ive escaped a lot of the time, and so its hard to reconnect with it even if i like it a lot conceptually