Evan
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Evan
@threecolorable.bsky.social
web developer, knitter, overthinker.
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Oh man, on our way back from a work conference I watched a colleague feed $300 into a slot machine at the Vegas airport in the space of 60 seconds.

Pretty sure he did make our flight, but I hustled off to the bar bc I couldn’t watch any more 😬
November 16, 2025 at 4:03 AM
Even with closed primaries people are going to do it. My old roommate is registered as a Republican just so she can vote in their primaries.

For that matter, I first registered as Green Party but switched to Democrat because of the primaries.
November 14, 2025 at 9:44 PM
Yes! When my eyes try to adjust for the bright headlights it’s harder to see anything else.

And the contrast between ultra-bright headlights and dark surroundings is just painful.
November 14, 2025 at 7:11 PM
And I’m the one who created the account, if there’s any birthday associated with the account it’d be mine
November 14, 2025 at 1:41 AM
My team has been using github copilot in our code reviews and it’s… okay at catching typos and syntax errors I guess? Sigh.

But of course this isn’t one of the AI tools our employer actually pays for, i think we’re using my manager’s personal paid account. It’s all ridiculous.
November 14, 2025 at 1:09 AM
I was mostly just annoyed that I couldn’t access the data.

But that was with one of the little ePatch monitors, the ones with all the dangling wires are more of a nuisance.
November 13, 2025 at 7:16 PM
Yeah, my mental health is Not Good, but neither is reality, so... 🤷‍♂️

It doesn’t really seem like a problem my psychiatrist should be expected to solve. We just added Wellbutrin back to my med regimen earlier this week, though, so I guess we’ll see how that goes.
November 10, 2025 at 5:34 AM
It’s a little better if you use the app—there are usually some buy-one-get-one-for-$1 deals—but yeah it’s gotten pretty expensive if you aren’t actively looking for the bargains.
November 8, 2025 at 10:22 PM
No one even looks at the gender marker!

Mine was wrong on my drivers license for 10 years and I think maybe one person said something?
November 8, 2025 at 2:35 PM
I’ve been seeing psychiatrists at a teaching hospital’s outpatient clinic for maybe 6 years now (with a different doctor each year).

They’ve been pretty decent about dose increases (though concerned about my heart rate and BP) and about trying vyvanse.
November 7, 2025 at 9:03 PM
When I first read the BPD diagnostic criteria I felt such relief. That I wasn’t the only one, that it’s treatable instead of just who I am as a person.

I don’t think it still applies 15+ years later, but it was a diagnosis that made me feel understood at a time when I was really struggling.
November 6, 2025 at 7:47 PM
I think also that it can be a useful diagnosis when it resonates with people’s self-image.

It took some therapy for me to realize “oh, I guess that’s legitimately traumatic” instead of “I deserved that because I’m a bad person“

I wouldn’t have *believed* a cPTSD diagnosis.
November 6, 2025 at 7:47 PM
And the “use before” date on the pharmacy’s label might not match the manufacturer’s expiration date either 🫠

Basically, if your vyvanse was manufactured by Sun Pharmaceuticals you should probably ask your pharmacy if your pills came from an affected batch.
November 6, 2025 at 5:33 AM
Note: I AM NOT ANY KIND OF MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL.

I’m just a person with a lot of meds, some of which the pharmacy gives me in the big manufacturer’s bottle and some of which I get in the smaller bottles with just the pharmacy’s label.
November 6, 2025 at 5:20 AM
The lot # and expiration date are on the big bottle that the manufacturer sends to the pharmacy; if your pharmacy gives you a smaller quantity of pills instead of the sealed original bottle, your label probably does not include the lot # or original expiration date.
November 6, 2025 at 5:17 AM
And gold leaf takes more skill and work to apply, so that’s another point in favor of spray paint.
November 6, 2025 at 2:04 AM
How often have I been bothered by this in the last two weeks?

FIRST OF ALL, I have no idea how observant other people might be.

And my speed varies depending on my level of enthusiasm and confidence, so “usual” is hard to define
November 5, 2025 at 3:54 AM
But if I’m feeling hopeless and depressed, that despair will make me overestimate how bad I’ve been feeling.

I need to identify my typical responses so i can accurately choose a score that indicates if I’m feeling better or worse than normal.
November 5, 2025 at 3:22 AM
I kinda enjoy going in person, too—the volunteers at my polling place are always so upbeat.

You normally have to run a marathon or something if you want strangers to greet you that enthusiastically!
November 4, 2025 at 2:59 PM
Dropping off my mail-in ballot on the way to work, as is my usual tradition (because I never remember to mail it early enough)
November 4, 2025 at 2:38 PM