always had a thing for fiddauthor but tbh i think i am Turning to fiddlestan LOL

i really wanted to like it, but i think the problem is that the relationships do not feel like they burn slowly enough !!!! im all for the gradual progression/development of feelings, and if a character is INSTANTLY attracted i just Lose Interest

i definitely gotta get into trying to draw faces quickly too. just so my process feels more consistent lol,

i think also it has fundamentally changed how i approach drawing bodies now?? it feels a bit more loose (and also slightly more messy). HOWEVER. i did notice a severe disconnect when i drew the body versus how i drew the face LMAO

this is not a knock on their method btw. i just would NOT have the patience for it so i honestly gotta give MEGA props to it

ik they usually are just doing it to be nice but like i get so fuckin weak for it LMAO

when asians are pale in cartoons, they're considered "white." when theyre brown or darker skinned, theyre considered "black." can we PLEASE fucking exist as asians???? god forbid there are MORE races than just black and white!!!

like yeah sure lets call that guy from death note a "white boy," but when hes whitewashed in the live action movie its a Problem. i stg it feels like soooo many people, regardless of political leaning, are lowkey racist towards asians and constantly erase us.

lemme say. i do think the mv is great, i love the performances and costumes and shit. but my god, i am NOT a fan of her music at all. i don't want her music to pop up on my youtube page, i could NOT care less about a billionaire white woman

and to be fair. i did draw a LOT of bl when i was in high school