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thisissurreal.bsky.social
kiwi
@thisissurreal.bsky.social
i dont even draw that much

OC artist and occasional pixel artist

check out my comms lmao: https://artistree.io/thisissurreal
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comms are open! might as well post here so i get as much reach as possible lol. for more info take a look at my carrd: thisissurreal.carrd.co
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#artcommissions #opencommissions
not me rewatching gravity falls and gaining interest in the Old Man Yaoi
November 14, 2025 at 11:23 PM
ive been slowly gettin thru a book and while i like some bits of it very much i feel like i ultimately might end up giving it three stars or smth ugh
November 14, 2025 at 3:15 AM
i started to do gesture drawings daily thinking that i wouldnt gain anythin from it but it definitely has affected the way i look at photos of people now. my mind IMMEDIATELY locks onto "this is how i could draw this pose real quick"
November 12, 2025 at 8:18 AM
i watched a bit of a speedpaint and its so scary how people make line art and they use multiple layers for it and i,,,, i just cannot comprehend committing to that level of detail
November 12, 2025 at 7:50 AM
my sister is havin me take care of her tamagotchi while she works, and i really want it to evolve into batchi, but it requires me to fuckin neglect the thing. i felt so BAD about it man i . i ended up feeding it cause i didnt want it to fuckin die
November 10, 2025 at 11:17 PM
in an endless loop of wanting to improve but also does fuck nothing about it
November 7, 2025 at 2:03 AM
the power of womens compliments,,, i swear they got me kicking my feet and twirling my hair and giggling
November 6, 2025 at 5:37 AM
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pale mist ✴︎ #art
November 5, 2025 at 6:01 PM
i really need to delude myself into thinking im sexy and attractive in my own way. not for a confidence boost per se but i think it would be funny
November 5, 2025 at 3:32 AM
i stg it feels like asian characters (specifically anime characters) are Schrodingers White, theyre white when you want them to be, but theyre POC is other situations. it lowkey annoys me
November 2, 2025 at 11:37 PM
decided to watch tswift's music video because i saw clips of it and it looked pretty neat, but now the damn song is stuck in my head
October 30, 2025 at 6:36 AM
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I don't think I shared Horath's masquerade fit! For the Decardia game he is in

Fun fact, the BBEG also has a fox mask.... there can be only one

#drow #horath
October 26, 2025 at 6:14 PM
been thinkin i should draw more yaoi of my ocs since i keep yuri-fying them and i want to keep it Balanced... at the same time tho the yuri just HITS man
October 26, 2025 at 8:25 PM
i dont understand how ppl draw architecture LMAO,, ik they probably use rulers but i dont like using ruLERS IN CSP,,, all my architecture shit is WACK
October 26, 2025 at 8:04 AM
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loaded dreams still leave me empty
[ #art #oc ]
October 23, 2025 at 5:53 PM
honestly i feel like i should get into the habit of making artworks with an unfinished quality to them. i feel like i would feel less pressured to fully render smth and i would be able to get more shit drawn, which means i would gain more experience and practice
October 24, 2025 at 8:32 AM
me after doing a bunch of gesture drawings: am i better yet
October 23, 2025 at 5:29 AM
maybe i should start writing edgy poetry to deal w my mental issues and my lack of self worth
October 22, 2025 at 3:53 AM
i did 100 30 second gesture drawings in pretty much one sitting, and throughout the whole thing i was like "i dont think im learning anything" "now hold on i think i get it" "nvm i am not learning"
October 22, 2025 at 2:19 AM
i think one of my pet peeves that i have with youtube videos is when people just dont fuckin know the meanings of words and still use it in their title
October 10, 2025 at 7:32 AM
nothing like seein really good art and thinking "i gotta practice drawing" but then never really doing it
October 8, 2025 at 1:35 AM
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OC 🪽
October 7, 2025 at 12:34 PM
i got an email about the artists and clients data breach that happened a while back and im like... 90% sure i deleted my account. i am p sure i made an account, used it for like a month TOPS, and then realized it wasnt for me and deleted it
October 5, 2025 at 7:30 AM
ever since i got the library extension i get more excited to read. its such a useful extension and it makes me realize how many books are actually accessible for me. would recommend!
October 5, 2025 at 5:42 AM
reread a bit of mk comics and like. i forgot about the fact that hes so Mentally Ill that mind control doesnt fucking work on him. and its SOOOO funny LMFAO
October 3, 2025 at 10:17 PM