hahaha you're good! FRESH GOES BETTER!

(I think I'm getting better at this)

Ironic.

Hahaha. Some things never change ...

Glad you liked the video :)

😎😎😎

FRESH GOES BETTER!

(i really like the jingle too)

I’m realizing that I want to get to a place where I can engage with other people’s content/art/lives, without feeling this shame-anxiety. And whats benefited me in this regard is focusing on creating, rather than consuming.

As someone who likes to create art, seeing other people accomplish achievements or simply *create*, when I’m not doing that, fills me with anxiety. I feel like I should be doing more, and that feeling feeds the negative feedback loop furthering the spiral - taking me away from what I want to do.

Haha nice! Appreciate you and all your deleted comments! Thanks!

This is the best I’ve felt in a long time. It does get better.

Reading more, writing more, mental clairvoyance- getting aware of how my mind operates. I’m letting go of perfectionism (which is why I’m posting more online). Doesn’t feel like it’s coming from neediness or trying to please. Not being on apps means not giving a hoot about metrics/immediate feedback

Glad you enjoyed it!