at least i'm a good teacher once a week. and a good GM i guess. those are something. i wish they were enough.

i miss being someone that i could even sometimes feel was a good thing for the world around them. i miss being excited about the future.

i can sure talk a big game and im pretty good at marketing

probably the strongest i've felt it in years

really the night ruiner that comes every night (and even worse when i am sick and the insomnia is turned up to 11)

that was a fun experiment. head hurt. i am getting back in bed

it seriously felt like i had john carpenter’s the thing trying to burst out of sinus cavities

it all hurts so bad

sometimes i get tired of posting it but not as tired as i get of it being true