welcome to the space xan
@thespacexan.bsky.social
digitial dog dyke. friends only account, non-mutuals will be softblocked—nothing personal, kid.
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hi it's xan! you know me but possibly by a different name. i am a gay robot dog that is constantly overencumbered. please dont refer to my other name or my creative works by name when replying to this account k thx it's good to see u!
wait, b*ri weiss is the now *editor in chief* of CBS?? what the FUCK?
December 22, 2025 at 2:52 AM
wait, b*ri weiss is the now *editor in chief* of CBS?? what the FUCK?
stagnating as an artist, crazier as an individual with mental health issues, more chronically ill as a disabled person, worse as a partner, nonexistent as an organizer
December 17, 2025 at 5:57 PM
stagnating as an artist, crazier as an individual with mental health issues, more chronically ill as a disabled person, worse as a partner, nonexistent as an organizer
i miss the person i was 6 years ago so so so so bad
December 16, 2025 at 11:09 PM
i miss the person i was 6 years ago so so so so bad
man i miss twitter
December 16, 2025 at 6:40 AM
man i miss twitter
feeling some pretty bad imposter syndrome recently
December 16, 2025 at 5:08 AM
feeling some pretty bad imposter syndrome recently
managed to do therapy, 3.5 hours of pro-GMing, and a teaching work meeting today. and felt alright doing it. but it took so, so much out of me and now i am. too wiped to enjoy anything. i dont want to rest i want to not be sick & enjoy anything at all.
December 16, 2025 at 2:24 AM
managed to do therapy, 3.5 hours of pro-GMing, and a teaching work meeting today. and felt alright doing it. but it took so, so much out of me and now i am. too wiped to enjoy anything. i dont want to rest i want to not be sick & enjoy anything at all.
if you'd told me in 2017 that al*ce avizand*m would have an asteroid named after her...well, i wouldn't have guessed *this* would be the bad future we'd be living in
December 16, 2025 at 2:21 AM
if you'd told me in 2017 that al*ce avizand*m would have an asteroid named after her...well, i wouldn't have guessed *this* would be the bad future we'd be living in
whoa, historically low COVID numbers in the US this year
December 15, 2025 at 7:30 PM
whoa, historically low COVID numbers in the US this year
feeling moderately happier. sucks that i have to go and try and fail to sleep
December 15, 2025 at 6:29 AM
feeling moderately happier. sucks that i have to go and try and fail to sleep
we’re going to give “sitting up and out of bed” a go for the first time in like 36 hours, see how that goes
December 15, 2025 at 2:25 AM
we’re going to give “sitting up and out of bed” a go for the first time in like 36 hours, see how that goes
my sinuses are finally draining today and it feels like coming back from the dead
December 14, 2025 at 7:01 PM
my sinuses are finally draining today and it feels like coming back from the dead
i just want to be asleep
December 14, 2025 at 7:20 AM
i just want to be asleep
hate it when i feel too sick/in pain to do the things i would do to fully distract myself from the pain enough
December 13, 2025 at 9:04 PM
hate it when i feel too sick/in pain to do the things i would do to fully distract myself from the pain enough
brain not work
December 12, 2025 at 7:07 PM
brain not work
i do not want to go to bed. i do not want to teach tomorrow
December 10, 2025 at 7:08 AM
i do not want to go to bed. i do not want to teach tomorrow
trying my best to keep on top of things and start caring for myself better despite everything materially getting notably worse
November 30, 2025 at 9:56 PM
trying my best to keep on top of things and start caring for myself better despite everything materially getting notably worse
radical idea but health care in this country should be less expensive
November 26, 2025 at 5:31 AM
radical idea but health care in this country should be less expensive
yeah man i sure do
November 24, 2025 at 9:15 PM
yeah man i sure do
even for visits to my family, the black mood i’m in right now is pretty dark
November 22, 2025 at 12:45 AM
even for visits to my family, the black mood i’m in right now is pretty dark
i really really really don’t want to visit my biofamily today/this weekend i really really really don’t want to
November 21, 2025 at 5:47 PM
i really really really don’t want to visit my biofamily today/this weekend i really really really don’t want to
AJJ voice im very sorry that i have to have a body
November 16, 2025 at 4:55 PM
AJJ voice im very sorry that i have to have a body
god i miss indoor live music. i wonder if i should consider going to some 250-500 capacity electronic shows in my P100 when case counts are low maybe.
November 15, 2025 at 1:20 AM
god i miss indoor live music. i wonder if i should consider going to some 250-500 capacity electronic shows in my P100 when case counts are low maybe.
I FUCKING DID IT ITS FUCKING DONE THE MANUSCRIPT EXISTS
November 14, 2025 at 11:07 PM
I FUCKING DID IT ITS FUCKING DONE THE MANUSCRIPT EXISTS
man this game better do really fucking well at retail
November 14, 2025 at 5:16 AM
man this game better do really fucking well at retail