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Beryl ΔΘ&
@therian.beryl.gay
· May 23
moving toward this being more explicitly a private/internal thoughts account. i trust that people can be normal about that. don't violate that trust.
this is the worse ibs event i've had in years....
i've been really good at managing it but the stress is just too much rn
i've been really good at managing it but the stress is just too much rn
December 14, 2025 at 2:46 AM
this is the worse ibs event i've had in years....
i've been really good at managing it but the stress is just too much rn
i've been really good at managing it but the stress is just too much rn
i think i'm doing better now. moving is just extra stressful to me because i have a million things i have to do + it's really difficult to self soothe + i have a lot of trauma around it.
December 12, 2025 at 2:26 PM
i think i'm doing better now. moving is just extra stressful to me because i have a million things i have to do + it's really difficult to self soothe + i have a lot of trauma around it.
i want to die. this is just actually my nightmares and there is no way out until the end of the year.
December 12, 2025 at 4:55 AM
i want to die. this is just actually my nightmares and there is no way out until the end of the year.
it's so hard to balance getting things done with being overwhelmed by anxiety.
December 11, 2025 at 5:56 PM
it's so hard to balance getting things done with being overwhelmed by anxiety.
giving up on all my plans today because i had blood drawn😖
December 10, 2025 at 8:31 PM
giving up on all my plans today because i had blood drawn😖
gotta take all my tea stuff down today, then gotta take clothes down tomorrow, and then my computers friday
December 10, 2025 at 7:27 PM
gotta take all my tea stuff down today, then gotta take clothes down tomorrow, and then my computers friday
my anxiety is through the roof right now, hoping it resolves after this week
December 9, 2025 at 10:54 PM
my anxiety is through the roof right now, hoping it resolves after this week
my "human" spouse just got home from a long business trip, and as soon as he got home he was rubbing his face on mine.
December 9, 2025 at 5:38 PM
my "human" spouse just got home from a long business trip, and as soon as he got home he was rubbing his face on mine.
guess who forgot it's medicine in the new apartment😔
thank god i have extras but damn.
thank god i have extras but damn.
December 9, 2025 at 1:45 PM
guess who forgot it's medicine in the new apartment😔
thank god i have extras but damn.
thank god i have extras but damn.
ordered a pen for my laptop, really excited to try it out when it gets here
December 8, 2025 at 11:34 PM
ordered a pen for my laptop, really excited to try it out when it gets here
thinking about getting my winter coat out of the storage locker and letting winnie fight me
December 8, 2025 at 4:44 PM
thinking about getting my winter coat out of the storage locker and letting winnie fight me
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ranchers and other right-wing entities despise wolves and coyotes because they are a living counterexample to mankind's utterly complete control of and dominance over the domestic dog. they want nothing less than the total destruction of the roots of dogness
December 8, 2025 at 9:42 AM
ranchers and other right-wing entities despise wolves and coyotes because they are a living counterexample to mankind's utterly complete control of and dominance over the domestic dog. they want nothing less than the total destruction of the roots of dogness
i live in terror that everyone around me is just being polite and secretly dreads having to deal with me.
December 8, 2025 at 5:27 AM
i live in terror that everyone around me is just being polite and secretly dreads having to deal with me.
got some chicken nuggets for dinner, ice cream in the fridge, curled up in my pjs. just having a nice relaxing time.
December 8, 2025 at 12:37 AM
got some chicken nuggets for dinner, ice cream in the fridge, curled up in my pjs. just having a nice relaxing time.
and now my anxiety is through the roof, gonna lay down, take my medicine for this situation, and sleep it off.
December 7, 2025 at 5:35 AM
and now my anxiety is through the roof, gonna lay down, take my medicine for this situation, and sleep it off.
at least in a week i will no longer be going to sleep thirty feet away from where i planned to kms. i'll be in the new den, that's actually conducive to how my brain works.
and the parking deck will be dismantled and destroyed.
and the parking deck will be dismantled and destroyed.
December 7, 2025 at 5:12 AM
at least in a week i will no longer be going to sleep thirty feet away from where i planned to kms. i'll be in the new den, that's actually conducive to how my brain works.
and the parking deck will be dismantled and destroyed.
and the parking deck will be dismantled and destroyed.
the butch entering my body as i walk into the hardware store
December 6, 2025 at 3:07 PM
the butch entering my body as i walk into the hardware store
new apartment feels so den like i'm hyped
December 5, 2025 at 3:44 AM
new apartment feels so den like i'm hyped
so new apartment has an unsightly wall phone jack, and now i'm looking into wall phones because that is the easiest way to cover it up and i kinda feel like it's a flex?
December 4, 2025 at 10:38 PM
so new apartment has an unsightly wall phone jack, and now i'm looking into wall phones because that is the easiest way to cover it up and i kinda feel like it's a flex?
last night i had a dream where i had a new baby bunny and i was so excited to introduce them to mochi
December 4, 2025 at 7:17 PM
last night i had a dream where i had a new baby bunny and i was so excited to introduce them to mochi
immensely thankful that my husband is so chill with plurality.
flax is going through a hard time rn, and it's good that my husband listens and understands because it feels awkward when you pop in and are suddenly completely fine.
flax is going through a hard time rn, and it's good that my husband listens and understands because it feels awkward when you pop in and are suddenly completely fine.
December 4, 2025 at 1:47 AM
immensely thankful that my husband is so chill with plurality.
flax is going through a hard time rn, and it's good that my husband listens and understands because it feels awkward when you pop in and are suddenly completely fine.
flax is going through a hard time rn, and it's good that my husband listens and understands because it feels awkward when you pop in and are suddenly completely fine.
i'm really fucking tired and done with all of this
December 3, 2025 at 8:20 PM
i'm really fucking tired and done with all of this
mochi will attack me/thump when i play music he doesn't like.
he does not like edm or really any rave music at all.
he does not like edm or really any rave music at all.
December 3, 2025 at 7:52 PM
mochi will attack me/thump when i play music he doesn't like.
he does not like edm or really any rave music at all.
he does not like edm or really any rave music at all.