I miss waking up looking forward to the day.

Know what to do about it, I want to seek help but I fear things won’t feel better in doing that, and I hate putting these kind of problems onto people I care about so I would only end up feeling worse, my head is killing me and I’m unsure on what to do about it

My life isn’t “ruined” now that she’s gone but it isn’t the same, I’ll miss you

My other dog is also having trouble adjusting to this, since she always had a “bigger sister” and now she’s alone, but thankfully she’s is still just as playful and is doing fine without her

My head is too cluttered, I can’t think about things properly, I hate this

I can’t sleep

I haven’t cried this hard in a while, we’ve had her for almost half my life and now she’s gone, we also have a 1 year old dog who loved spending time with her, she’s not gonna be happy for these next few days