it's wild being an adult in a healthy loving relationship when you start to notice how rare that is. so much cheating and toxicity around, so little productive communication

3 hours of sleep is not enough to be working extra shifts today

She's seen as cold, strangely devoted to her craft, blunt, and emotionally closed off.

She is pushed to change to fit the ideals of another character and despite her efforts to conform it isn't enough so she stops.

She is critiqued in ways that are all too familiar to me.

Like I can use the internet normally on my laptop. Laptop is coffee to me while this little pocket computer I have on me 24/7 is the equivalent of a mickey of grey goose.

But it's hard to be sober or phoneless when everyone expects you to casually participate.

Mine looks chaotic too, except only because of insomnia and pernicious anemia 😭

Relatable. I had to plead with my uni to not consider my marks from the semester I flunked out of college. Detailing the absolute shitshow of *extenuating circumstances* was certainly humbling but hey, it worked. They even gave me a pity scholarship 😭

I'm getting fine lines between my eyebrows because I keep making this face 😟. So maybe I wouldn't be getting wrinkles if people stopped saying such inane things about the beautifully natural process of aging lol

The circle of life ye know.

I fear it loops back around. I'm 24 and am a shamefully frequent disturber of my parent's peace. "Dad what snow tires do I need to buy?" "Mom do you still have my highschool transcripts?" "Daaaddd do you have a spare jigsaw?"

Being autistic is hard. Really, really hard. I'm lucky I have a caring supportive partner and meds that help.

I was entirely nonverbal in my early childhood and while now I do have strong language skills, during meltdowns I often just cannot speak. I just begin to wail and writhe. Hit myself. Sob. And become unresponsive. Everything around me sounds garbled and it's an immense amount of pain.

I terrified my partner on our first date because I just flat out said "Are you going to kiss me now or what? 🤨" and "Let's have sex now so I know if we are compatible". 2 years later and he loves me so the autistic rizz must have done something right.

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