Dear Diary
thedeardiary.bsky.social
Dear Diary
@thedeardiary.bsky.social
capturing my daily thoughts
What a shitty start to December
December 1, 2025 at 4:21 PM
I wanna end myself but even the aftermath of that costs money
July 11, 2025 at 7:38 PM
it's so fucking hard to start something that you've failed times and times again at before. you have the adrenaline rush the dopamine boost for about 2 weeks, 3 at best and then it all goes downhill.
the more frustrating part is how noone around you understands.
July 8, 2025 at 8:37 PM
Mother's wise words:

"A clean stove makes the house look cleaner"
May 9, 2025 at 4:52 PM
Cher gotta be a vampire. How is this woman be looking the same for the past 40years
May 6, 2025 at 2:09 PM
Someone take away home renovation vids from me. Now i wanna buy new stuff for the house with the money i don't have.
May 3, 2025 at 2:02 PM
Another class with this idiot of a professor....
May 2, 2025 at 12:30 PM
I'm too detached from the idea of death and danger. I was the last person in a residence to get out of the building in a serious earthquake. Why? Cuz i needed to make sure my stuff are all good and then take my sweet time packing an emergency bag. Took me 40min and 3 aftershocks to get out XD
April 26, 2025 at 5:59 PM
It's funny how I don't feel threatened in dangerous situations but on the most peaceful day I feel like I'm gonna die any second.
April 23, 2025 at 9:20 PM
It's 3:28 am. I got a voice message from her yapping about a piece of media she's enjoying. She hasn't sent a proper message in a week. I was doing good. But now....

I'm back to thinking about the past, getting angry, crying and going numb.
April 3, 2025 at 12:30 AM
I'm thinking of writing a story seriously. Should I?
April 2, 2025 at 10:12 PM
Just when I think I could be an extrovert, my family proves me wrong. I can only tolerate them for 2 days in row.
April 2, 2025 at 10:12 PM
I was supposed to vacuum and mop today, but ended up being a blob🤡🤡🤡
March 23, 2025 at 2:14 PM
It's amazing how i can just do nothing the whole day🤯
March 22, 2025 at 2:36 PM
Stupid ppl being in power is everywhere. Why the head of the department is the worst professor of them all? Just cuz he's knowledgeable doesn't mean he can teach😭😭😭
March 21, 2025 at 12:14 PM
The moment I step out, politics has me pissed of🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️
March 21, 2025 at 10:09 AM
Masc women thirst traps>>>>>>
March 20, 2025 at 8:10 PM
Music is just so amazing. Raw instrumentals, gut wrenching melodies, hope-inducing grooves.
Music is the best thing humans got in this world.
March 20, 2025 at 11:49 AM
It hurts so bad that I wish I was stupid, blind, and clueless. I wish I couldn't connect the dots. Wouldn't that be nice in such cases? Not seeing anything, not acknowledging anything, or understanding anything. I want to be free of the shackles I put on myself on my own. What was I thinking?
March 19, 2025 at 2:35 PM
I want to free myself and let you go but you just crash back into my life when everything is 99% loaded. For once either be on time or too late.
March 19, 2025 at 2:23 PM
I care so much and then at the same time I don't give a fuck. What have you done to me?
March 19, 2025 at 2:19 PM