i'm not with the foolishness anymore, like bitch if you don't use that jealous energy to make a life YOU want to live instead of being weird as hell towards me bc i'm making a life that i want to live in!!!! evil eye is so crazy to witness in your face omg

my ex never found out; he was actually really insecure about him being around me too, bc we were on the executive board of an honor society together & my ex thought he was trying to take me from him. and he absolutely was 😭😭😭

my god 😩

mind you, NOW i'm sitting in bed & doomscrolling after i ran a 5k 😗✌🏾

not to dump my life on social media or anything lmao, but i feel like this was important to share. alcoholics can get better. there's always a better way. and, today, i was faced with a really triggering situation & chose a better way. and that's something to celebrate 🥰

recovery is possible! sobriety is so beautiful!! and harm reduction (i'm a cali sober girlie 🍃) can absolutely save lives, i'm living proof of it!!!

i am SO proud of myself; i don't think i would've chose this two years ago, not even a year ago. i could make this choice today bc i've seen how much sobriety has changed my life for the better; i respect myself & my sobriety far too much to give it up over something i didn't consciously choose.

i didn't CHOOSE to be served alcohol, but i was either way (to no one's fault, shit just Happens sometimes), and i made a conscious choice to not continue drinking it. nobody would've known if i had continued drinking it, but *i* would've known, and i stopped. how amazing is that?!?!

instead of continuing to drink it past my initial sip, i called the place, asked for a refund, and dumped the rest of my cup 🥳

i could've very easily continued to drink it bc it's already in my hand! i already took a sip, my sobriety is out the window & i have to restart, any matter of excuses.