This song is a genuine masterpiece. I really relate to the experience, and I think it's...well, terrifying--it feels like a suicide note to me. The emotional draining, faking life day-by-day, no calls reaching you. I really help you're doing well Jamie. I love Constant Companions and all you do.

It doesn't matter what we do in the cause of liberation, we will always be called violent, terrorists, & more. Rather than solely trying to disprove these accusations, we have to articulate why we *are* justified to act in ways which upset those in power & damage property.

But every minute you focus on that horror when you are *not* actively doing something to evade or improve or ameliorate the situation (receiving chemo, taking Zofran, listening to the doctor, etc.), you are WASTING WHAT'S LEFT OF YOUR WILD PRECIOUS LIFE.

also it's okay to like things that other people think isn't good. it's okay to like things that aren't "objectively" ""good"". you can just like things without cause. you don't have to force things you like to be good or to meet other peoples metrics of good because everyone has different standards.