Girl who likes netori but hates netorare entirely due to relationship trauma in her past

...why does my phone's spell check recognize netorare?

Playing a porn game and whenever a dude gets erect, it plays a slide whistle noise and I'm sorry, maybe this is a personal failing, but I just do not find slide whistles sexy

The zoloft is finally out of my system enough that I can cum like normal. Thank fuck

Playing a porn game and it legitimately threw me for a loop when the protagonist called someone his landlady and it wasn't just obfuscation for his mom

Oh right. Zoloft does *that*. Man it now takes me hours to get off

Okay, but actually pissing on someone as an act of domination is kinda hot, but that's incompatible with diapers.

When you're looking at porn and girlcock is not on screen, everyone should be asking "where is girlcock?"

I say I'm not into sissy hypno shit despite being both really into trans women and hypnosis but that's not entirely true. I just don't view sissy stuff as trans stuff. If it's a trans woman hypnotizing a cis man into being a sissy that's hot to me.

I started playing Superhuman for the porn, but I kinda quickly got tired of its porn (a girl can only get off to so much "outrageously sized dick goes into outrageously big titted lady"). However, the drama and monster fighting kept me reeled in.

I should finish Headpats and Handholding. It got completed while I was focusing on other stuff.

That and Unveiling the Unknown were my two unproblematic faves for a while.

I feel weird talking about all the futa games I play because of the weird fetishization of "a trans woman, but like, a *real* woman" inherent in the genre. But also like, I don't find enough trans games to satisfy my desires and I'm of the fetishized demo, so like, cut me some slack.

Sorry if anyone was hoping this would be a sexy horny account, so far it seems like it's likely to be a sad horny account. Real shocking for a depressed trans woman, I know

Torn between masturbation being one of the few things that breaks through the general malaise and post nut clarity intensifying my depression.

I guess I could just edge, but at that point I just get bored and depressed tbh

Reava's a switch tbh, but her control issues and paranoia would never let her allow herself to be a sub so she's functionally just a dom.

Finally made this since despite my main being labeled 18+, I felt weird talking about lewd stuff on it.