Her
@synapsyd.bsky.social
it's very important you understand i am not to be confused with anyone else. got it?
someday i wont have to anymore
November 21, 2025 at 1:03 AM
someday i wont have to anymore
until i dont have to anymore
November 21, 2025 at 1:02 AM
until i dont have to anymore
no rituals no mantras no soothing little things to say or memorials to make it feel better. we knew eachother and mattered to eachother and i can never thank them or tell anyone about them. i just get to carry that
November 21, 2025 at 1:01 AM
no rituals no mantras no soothing little things to say or memorials to make it feel better. we knew eachother and mattered to eachother and i can never thank them or tell anyone about them. i just get to carry that
not doing another year of this
October 22, 2025 at 6:35 AM
not doing another year of this
running out of reasons to keep going
August 17, 2025 at 1:38 PM
running out of reasons to keep going
so many many years of her in my bed, snuggled up. and i don't know if she ever will be again
August 17, 2025 at 12:52 PM
so many many years of her in my bed, snuggled up. and i don't know if she ever will be again
it's so brief. i keep trying to build for future happiness. to at least make things easier. but it just dissolves before i can accomplish anything
August 16, 2025 at 10:44 PM
it's so brief. i keep trying to build for future happiness. to at least make things easier. but it just dissolves before i can accomplish anything
i keep trying to be happy and ruining it
August 16, 2025 at 10:06 PM
i keep trying to be happy and ruining it
just built wrong and then broken worse. incompatible with it
August 16, 2025 at 9:42 PM
just built wrong and then broken worse. incompatible with it