Her
synapsyd.bsky.social
Her
@synapsyd.bsky.social
it's very important you understand i am not to be confused with anyone else. got it?
can someone do me a favor and stop by and blow my brains out. highest caliber you got
December 12, 2025 at 8:33 AM
fuck this
November 21, 2025 at 1:26 AM
fuck this community, fuck begging, fuck the climbing, fuck the constant cope,
November 21, 2025 at 1:08 AM
fuck all of you.
November 21, 2025 at 1:03 AM
never knew any of their names. they didnt know mine either, but im still here. so
November 21, 2025 at 1:00 AM
i dont want to be here
October 22, 2025 at 7:07 AM
i should reinvest in that life insurance policy so shes at least fine
October 22, 2025 at 6:52 AM
9 days to my birthday. fuck that
October 22, 2025 at 6:35 AM
first thought after coming to a stop and comprehending what happened is being upset it wasn't fatal and i didn't go out with the car and have to go thru everything that comes next
i should have died in the car accident
October 22, 2025 at 6:28 AM
i should have died in the car accident
October 22, 2025 at 6:15 AM
knew i wasnt going to survive the summer. i said i wouldnt. i just think i would still be alive too
October 22, 2025 at 6:15 AM
legit should have just offed myself before this summer
October 22, 2025 at 6:11 AM
how much lower will my life sink this year? the bottom keeps falling out
August 17, 2025 at 12:52 PM
waking up alone again. trying to adjust to the fact this is my life now
August 17, 2025 at 12:50 PM
i don't think i'm built for Happiness
August 16, 2025 at 9:41 PM
best thing to do is become scarce. i don't want to mess anything up
if a dynamic develops in which you don't see a place in it for yourself, if you can't be a net positive inclusion, the best thing you can do is remove yourself from that situation to avoid negative outcomes for everyone
August 14, 2025 at 12:45 PM
if a dynamic develops in which you don't see a place in it for yourself, if you can't be a net positive inclusion, the best thing you can do is remove yourself from that situation to avoid negative outcomes for everyone
August 14, 2025 at 11:20 AM
no. don't try to say things you want to say. don't try doing the things you want to do. you can't, so stop trying
July 21, 2025 at 3:38 AM
no.
July 21, 2025 at 3:34 AM
wait that makes me wonder, why on earth do any of you follow this account? i know you know who i am but why are you following it when all i do is ideate and have breakdowns on this one
July 20, 2025 at 6:03 PM
nobody is ever sexually excited about me. nobody is ever seeing me or reading something i say and going "god that's hot. i can be funny and have people like me but nobody is ever turned on by me

people see a picture of me and go
"You look nice :-) "
July 19, 2025 at 2:15 PM
so close to just giving up again. the wall between me and the people i care about will never do anything but grow taller and wider
July 19, 2025 at 2:09 PM
it's gone forever. why am i still here trying so hard
July 15, 2025 at 2:18 AM
i can't keep doing this
July 15, 2025 at 2:17 AM
if i have nothing to look forward to after all i did
July 15, 2025 at 2:17 AM