I’m typing this right now in a behavioral ward, right before I get my ECT today, and every time I’m in this hospital bed I feel like a failure because I failed to prevent myself from needing this. Instead of today just being a normal day, I’m going to be put under and have a seizure induced in me.
March 12, 2025 at 11:02 AM
I’m typing this right now in a behavioral ward, right before I get my ECT today, and every time I’m in this hospital bed I feel like a failure because I failed to prevent myself from needing this. Instead of today just being a normal day, I’m going to be put under and have a seizure induced in me.
This. I’ve hurt too many people with my own mental issues and all I would love to do right now is beg at a few people’s feet and apologize for everything wrong I’ve done this year. But I can’t even do that and it tears me up inside that I can’t even say sorry to those I hurt the most.
March 12, 2025 at 10:57 AM
This. I’ve hurt too many people with my own mental issues and all I would love to do right now is beg at a few people’s feet and apologize for everything wrong I’ve done this year. But I can’t even do that and it tears me up inside that I can’t even say sorry to those I hurt the most.