but like, £146 for all the colours?? i have to take out a mortgage to get some nice colouring pens 😭 of all the hobbies i had to pick back up why’d it have to be art, arguably one of the more expensive ones

STREAKINESS fuck off phone you’re getting replaced soon

feels like someone’s looking out for me a bit
miss u ted & bunch, i feel your presence, just wish it wasn’t as traumatic and i wish we could celebrate these wins

v annoying my OD was on sleeping pills and now i’m not allowed them anymore though, this sleeping pattern nonsense must be stopped. chlorpromazine is technically supposed to sedate you (most antipsychotics do that) but haha! freaky eds body! no sleep 4 u & have an adrenaline dump w that relax xxxxx

wild to think that 2yrs ago i was suffering, just starting dbt and was on fluoxetine and propranolol and that’s it, i had to fight to get the psych to increase a prozac dose of all things, and now we got the whole collection of chlorpromazine, a good antidepressant, and a support worker

‘hey girlie pops, i’m still mental and hallucinating, all my friends are dying and i can’t stop worrying about keeping my alive friends alive, i have something sharing a brain with me who’s constantly screeching about owls coming for us, and yanno, the whole chronic suicidality thing, therapy 3?🥺

gotta have high high hopes for the psych