Michelle ✨
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Michelle ✨
@suuchfun.bsky.social
Random shit. Rants a lot...
Deleted all of the dating apps on my phone. Time to focus purely on myself now. I eventually want to meet someone to spend my life with but at the moment dating apps make me feel worse so it’s time to just focus on me and other things I need to feel better in life. At least for now.
December 27, 2025 at 10:34 PM
Told a friend I’m a bit anxious about an upcoming dinner she’s hosting for me and a few others to meet her boyfriend. I’m anxious because it’s pretty much a couples dinner where I’m the only single person. She told me there’d be a dog there too… felt very understood… not…
November 22, 2025 at 10:34 PM
My mental health really isn’t good atm. Been close to having panic attacks several days now in a row. Managed to stop them but been very close. Also been having bad dreams every night these past nights. Currently in a state of not knowing when or if I’ll get an attack. Hate this.
June 30, 2025 at 10:24 AM
So… felt trapped, started to panic at home, left the flat, went to the gym, did some exercises, accidentally broke one of the machines and I now feel mortified and scared of returning to the gym.
June 28, 2025 at 9:34 PM
It’s perfectly normal to have a dream at night about going camping with your narcissistic boss and one of the bullies from your school time, right?
June 22, 2025 at 9:07 PM
It is heeeeere and I’ve already decorated it 🥰🌸
April 12, 2025 at 3:49 PM
Hungover and impatient 😂 can’t I just get my kindle now haha it’s hours before it arrives
April 12, 2025 at 11:49 AM
Oooh my kindle arrives today 🥹
April 12, 2025 at 8:21 AM
I really don’t like it when I don’t have any control of some situations and that stresses me out. I don’t like when plans changes last minute… I’m meeting up with some friends/colleagues/ old colleagues on Friday and I thought everything was decided…
April 8, 2025 at 8:07 PM
Just ordered myself a kindle 🥹 I’m excited and nervous at the same time 🥹🥰
April 8, 2025 at 10:30 AM
Also seeing that new photo of Peter Capaldi in Black Mirror makes me want to draw ✍🏻
March 15, 2025 at 8:11 PM
Been watching Vera all day while crocheting, I’m definitely an old lady trapped in a young woman’s body 😂
March 15, 2025 at 8:08 PM
Sigh… 😞
March 11, 2025 at 9:20 PM
The new thing here for me has become; writing a post, posting it and deleting it because I don’t want people I know finding it. Doubt any of my family has this website but I get worried anyway.
February 15, 2025 at 9:49 PM
Having seen Siobhan Finneran in mostly serious stuff I quite enjoy seeing her in Alma’s not normal 😂 it’s quite different than what I’m used to seeing her in 😂
February 5, 2025 at 7:29 PM
Feeling sad. And lonely.
January 6, 2025 at 8:54 PM
I’ve felt mostly worry-free and good in my head and thoughts during the holidays but knowing I will get back to work next week makes my thoughts spin and now I feel tired and anxious. My job itself it’s fun and I love it but finding a non toxic workplace seems hard.
December 30, 2024 at 5:44 PM
I just logged onto X for the first time in a while and realised why I took so many steps back in the fandoms I once were a huge part of… I hate it when people think they’re better than you and therefore not replying to your reply to their post about mutual interests. I’m upset now.
December 30, 2024 at 2:25 AM
Watching “The husbands of River Song” 🥰 I miss Twelve so much!
December 16, 2024 at 8:41 PM
Christmas tree is up and I’m currently drinking tea, “Julmust” and eating cookies while watching Outlander 🎄❤️ perfect ending of a rollercoaster week ❤️
December 8, 2024 at 8:20 PM
Wtf is wrong with people?! I just read a newspaper article about a 84 year old woman who was raped by one of the male carers coming to her home. I am so angry and I don’t understand how someone could do that…
November 26, 2024 at 9:39 PM
Wishing I had my own Malcolm Tucker, but him being soft and kind to me but full on raging on people who are mean to me 🥺
November 19, 2024 at 7:10 PM
Wow people on the internet really can be so mean and toxic… I don’t understand why people don’t just shut up sometimes. If you come across a video of a famous person you don’t like, you can just scroll away, you don’t actually have to comment something mean?! Ffs.
November 15, 2024 at 10:41 PM
Also one thing that’s good to know is that I will probably rant a lot, write rather depressing posts and post photos of this dude because he’s one of the most amazing men out there ✨
November 14, 2024 at 10:10 PM
Also I’m new on this app, I used to hang on twitter which I used to love but since that app became X it’s not fun anymore… it’s become a strange place with lots of toxicity.
November 14, 2024 at 10:08 PM