nika shedtwt
@surfacehell.bsky.social
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nika shedtwt
@surfacehell.bsky.social
· Nov 27
guys please don't ask for cutting tips in my comments 😵💫
i'm not gonna tell you how to go deeper
i'm not gonna tell you how to go deeper
i hate how ugly and disgusting my skin is but i can't help but want to make it worse
November 22, 2025 at 4:16 AM
i hate how ugly and disgusting my skin is but i can't help but want to make it worse
never posted an update for those either
November 22, 2025 at 3:56 AM
never posted an update for those either
anyways here's that update
i disappear because i feel fine for like a week or two after then i spiral again
an AWESOME cycle right 😀
i disappear because i feel fine for like a week or two after then i spiral again
an AWESOME cycle right 😀
November 22, 2025 at 3:54 AM
anyways here's that update
i disappear because i feel fine for like a week or two after then i spiral again
an AWESOME cycle right 😀
i disappear because i feel fine for like a week or two after then i spiral again
an AWESOME cycle right 😀
it's funny how i just disappear for weeks at a time every time
im still going crazy dw
im still going crazy dw
November 22, 2025 at 3:49 AM
it's funny how i just disappear for weeks at a time every time
im still going crazy dw
im still going crazy dw
can't take it anymore
here's some small ones
here's some small ones
October 31, 2025 at 5:29 AM
can't take it anymore
here's some small ones
here's some small ones
i'm so sick
why does cutting instantly make me feel like everything's okay but that only lasts a week then i'm back to suffering
why does cutting instantly make me feel like everything's okay but that only lasts a week then i'm back to suffering
October 28, 2025 at 6:36 AM
i'm so sick
why does cutting instantly make me feel like everything's okay but that only lasts a week then i'm back to suffering
why does cutting instantly make me feel like everything's okay but that only lasts a week then i'm back to suffering
shrinkage is annoying as fuck
October 10, 2025 at 6:55 AM
shrinkage is annoying as fuck
all i feel like i own are shorts wtf
October 10, 2025 at 3:35 AM
all i feel like i own are shorts wtf
but god that shower made me feel sick cause of the pain
October 8, 2025 at 5:05 AM
but god that shower made me feel sick cause of the pain
next day and after shower
the infected hair follicles is not it but i was not dealing with the blood all night so it was trapped under a tight gauze wrap
the infected hair follicles is not it but i was not dealing with the blood all night so it was trapped under a tight gauze wrap
October 8, 2025 at 4:59 AM
next day and after shower
the infected hair follicles is not it but i was not dealing with the blood all night so it was trapped under a tight gauze wrap
the infected hair follicles is not it but i was not dealing with the blood all night so it was trapped under a tight gauze wrap
i'm bleeding through everything
another roll of gauze and self stick shit
another roll of gauze and self stick shit
October 7, 2025 at 8:18 AM
i'm bleeding through everything
another roll of gauze and self stick shit
another roll of gauze and self stick shit
like please what did i do to you to be punished like this
October 7, 2025 at 8:05 AM
like please what did i do to you to be punished like this
i'm just trying not to kms why do i have to be punished
October 7, 2025 at 8:00 AM
i'm just trying not to kms why do i have to be punished
okay actually kms dude my dad gets up in 20
October 7, 2025 at 7:54 AM
okay actually kms dude my dad gets up in 20
anyways patchup job
October 7, 2025 at 7:12 AM
anyways patchup job
i want to cut more but that spot is too sensitive and i don't like doing it in more then one spot
October 7, 2025 at 7:08 AM
i want to cut more but that spot is too sensitive and i don't like doing it in more then one spot
god i'm always losing my blades
October 7, 2025 at 7:04 AM
god i'm always losing my blades
but when i try it doesn't work
October 7, 2025 at 7:01 AM
but when i try it doesn't work
like you're joking
October 7, 2025 at 6:57 AM
like you're joking
now imagine if i did it on my arm like i originally planned
October 7, 2025 at 6:57 AM
now imagine if i did it on my arm like i originally planned
no cause it's annoying how well they work stp
October 7, 2025 at 6:56 AM
no cause it's annoying how well they work stp
at least we know cutting is definitely a good distraction cause what the actual fuck why did they never work this good when i wanted em to
October 7, 2025 at 6:54 AM
at least we know cutting is definitely a good distraction cause what the actual fuck why did they never work this good when i wanted em to
they'll definitely work for tomorrow tho
i used to use these all the time tho
i used to use these all the time tho
October 7, 2025 at 6:48 AM
they'll definitely work for tomorrow tho
i used to use these all the time tho
i used to use these all the time tho
definitely a vein there bro
they'll d
they'll d
October 7, 2025 at 6:48 AM
definitely a vein there bro
they'll d
they'll d