nika shedtwt
@surfacehell.bsky.social
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nika shedtwt
@surfacehell.bsky.social
· Nov 27
guys please don't ask for cutting tips in my comments 😵💫
i'm not gonna tell you how to go deeper
i'm not gonna tell you how to go deeper
year ago today
fell into my dresser getting into the bathroom
fell into my dresser getting into the bathroom
December 11, 2025 at 4:39 AM
year ago today
fell into my dresser getting into the bathroom
fell into my dresser getting into the bathroom
i hate how ugly and disgusting my skin is but i can't help but want to make it worse
November 22, 2025 at 4:16 AM
i hate how ugly and disgusting my skin is but i can't help but want to make it worse
never posted an update for those either
November 22, 2025 at 3:56 AM
never posted an update for those either
anyways here's that update
i disappear because i feel fine for like a week or two after then i spiral again
an AWESOME cycle right 😀
i disappear because i feel fine for like a week or two after then i spiral again
an AWESOME cycle right 😀
November 22, 2025 at 3:54 AM
anyways here's that update
i disappear because i feel fine for like a week or two after then i spiral again
an AWESOME cycle right 😀
i disappear because i feel fine for like a week or two after then i spiral again
an AWESOME cycle right 😀
it's funny how i just disappear for weeks at a time every time
im still going crazy dw
im still going crazy dw
November 22, 2025 at 3:49 AM
it's funny how i just disappear for weeks at a time every time
im still going crazy dw
im still going crazy dw
can't take it anymore
here's some small ones
here's some small ones
October 31, 2025 at 5:29 AM
can't take it anymore
here's some small ones
here's some small ones
i'm so sick
why does cutting instantly make me feel like everything's okay but that only lasts a week then i'm back to suffering
why does cutting instantly make me feel like everything's okay but that only lasts a week then i'm back to suffering
October 28, 2025 at 6:36 AM
i'm so sick
why does cutting instantly make me feel like everything's okay but that only lasts a week then i'm back to suffering
why does cutting instantly make me feel like everything's okay but that only lasts a week then i'm back to suffering
shrinkage is annoying as fuck
October 10, 2025 at 6:55 AM
shrinkage is annoying as fuck
all i feel like i own are shorts wtf
October 10, 2025 at 3:35 AM
all i feel like i own are shorts wtf
but god that shower made me feel sick cause of the pain
October 8, 2025 at 5:05 AM
but god that shower made me feel sick cause of the pain
next day and after shower
the infected hair follicles is not it but i was not dealing with the blood all night so it was trapped under a tight gauze wrap
the infected hair follicles is not it but i was not dealing with the blood all night so it was trapped under a tight gauze wrap
October 8, 2025 at 4:59 AM
next day and after shower
the infected hair follicles is not it but i was not dealing with the blood all night so it was trapped under a tight gauze wrap
the infected hair follicles is not it but i was not dealing with the blood all night so it was trapped under a tight gauze wrap
i'm bleeding through everything
another roll of gauze and self stick shit
another roll of gauze and self stick shit
October 7, 2025 at 8:18 AM
i'm bleeding through everything
another roll of gauze and self stick shit
another roll of gauze and self stick shit
like please what did i do to you to be punished like this
October 7, 2025 at 8:05 AM
like please what did i do to you to be punished like this
i'm just trying not to kms why do i have to be punished
October 7, 2025 at 8:00 AM
i'm just trying not to kms why do i have to be punished
okay actually kms dude my dad gets up in 20
October 7, 2025 at 7:54 AM
okay actually kms dude my dad gets up in 20
anyways patchup job
October 7, 2025 at 7:12 AM
anyways patchup job
i want to cut more but that spot is too sensitive and i don't like doing it in more then one spot
October 7, 2025 at 7:08 AM
i want to cut more but that spot is too sensitive and i don't like doing it in more then one spot
god i'm always losing my blades
October 7, 2025 at 7:04 AM
god i'm always losing my blades
but when i try it doesn't work
October 7, 2025 at 7:01 AM
but when i try it doesn't work
like you're joking
October 7, 2025 at 6:57 AM
like you're joking
now imagine if i did it on my arm like i originally planned
October 7, 2025 at 6:57 AM
now imagine if i did it on my arm like i originally planned
no cause it's annoying how well they work stp
October 7, 2025 at 6:56 AM
no cause it's annoying how well they work stp