No mod. It's official. It's the recent Pac-Man World 2 Repac DLC www.youtube.com/watch?v=CFiu...

My PS3's Harddrive has corrupted a couple of times and now I'm trying to look into a replacement before I really use it again.

Probably afternoon/evening. Gonna be more of an informal thing

I wish it was easier to meet up with people. I wish I could afford to get out more often. I wish transphobia wasn't so bad right now. I wish this was easier, but I got to play with the hand I've been dealt and I can't pretend that I've been given a different one.

Way before HRT, I tried to distract myself from the dysphoria by deliberately putting as much on my plate as possible. Since then that's been my primary coping mechanism when dealing with hard times outside of my control. That's no longer working. Maybe it never worked.

I need to take the advice of my girlfriend, friends, employers, etc and be more forgiving to myself.
It's just hard to change habits when they're so entrenched.

I don't talk about my autism often, and I try not to, as cliche as it is to say, I don't like being defined by labels. However, with how much these habits I've built up have been hindering my ability to function, it's worth addressing.

Go nuts with your inspirations. Whether they be other games, theme parks, movies, books, illustrations, comics, history, opera, architecture, whatever. Work it all in there. Try to find things that elicit strong emotions in you and find ways to capture that feeling in a new form.

I think it reflects how film has failed to capture the imagination in the past couple of decades in the same way it did prior.
I also feel that the output in any medium is strongest when you're deriving inspiration from outside of it as opposed to just the more insular approach.