I happen to love listening and helping others so it’s never a burden to me! that’s why I offer, but I totally understand the personal hesitation. just know it’s a standing offer, and I’ll never be upset if you reach out :)

I’m feeling better today though! and I did actually pass the activity I just felt so stupid the entire time. but it’s my day off and I’ve got lots of good things planned!

when they asked us to give anon feedback and I literally said “I literally felt stupid and like I was annoying the person grading me, and I don’t think I see myself emotionally recovering or feeling confident/competent anytime soon” i’ve been really depressed and full of self-doubt since tbh

I’m okay, thank you! It was just a really challenging day, and I felt genuinely incompetent and I never feel that way when it comes to nursing tasks. but they threw us a bunch of curveballs on things we hadn’t learned on purpose to see how we’d handle it and it made me feel so stupid and panicked

that’s such a hard place to be, and I’m here if you need anyone to vent to about it!

I love my hair length so it’s always a really hard choice to take off length so if I’m getting to the point where I’m excited for it to be shorter, that’s a good indicator of my mental state. but it’s something I can control and make easier for myself, so I will

if you ever have that anxiety, feel free to message me and I will give you the full nursing school breakdown on how it’s not fat! I would hate for you to suffer

me taking my morning pills at night

I still feel like I need to cry the anxiety out

right like why is it impossible to remember in the morning, arguably the most important time of day to take my meds

it is 100% water weight or some other biological process

congratulations!!!!! so happy for you!!!

she would want the same for you I think

I think you should. I know it’s excruciating, but she wouldn’t want to see you again so soon, while you’re young. She’d want to see you again when you’re old, to curl up in your lap and have you tell her all about what your life has been like. you were there for hers, and you made it special for her

i’ve also been having crazy fucking nightmares

NO WAY?! I hadn’t even heard of this at all but literally me and 3 people all got migraines within the same 24 hours and i thought that was so weird

truly baffles me bc that’s just like, the human with a heart reaction

I’m sorry this hurts so much right now aja. I think it would make her happier to know that her favorite human is living though. I don’t think she’d want you to be hurt or scared or alone. Is there someone you can connect with who can support you through this?

WAIT IS THAT WHY ME AND 3 OTHER PEOPLE IK HAD A MIGRAINE THE OTHER DAY