reikya 🕊️
@sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social
25 • vent acc ♡ 70 days in sh recovery! 𖤓 chronic illness & dissociative identity disorder
just a (bunch of) girls trying to make it as a nursing student, despite our body’s lamentations
wanna ask me something? : https://tellonym.me/reiyka
just a (bunch of) girls trying to make it as a nursing student, despite our body’s lamentations
wanna ask me something? : https://tellonym.me/reiyka
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reikya 🕊️
@sunkissed-bruises.bsky.social
· Jul 10
hi all, i’m reikya, and I’m an alter in our system. I have awareness of the others’ feelings, so I help them communicate here! :)
you can expect to see posts about our ed + sh recovery, trauma healing, chronic illness, student wins & woes, and DID experiences.
thanks for connecting! xx
you can expect to see posts about our ed + sh recovery, trauma healing, chronic illness, student wins & woes, and DID experiences.
thanks for connecting! xx
I almost burst out crying during my lab assessment today because I started having a panic attack and that had never happened to me in this program before ever
November 18, 2025 at 11:27 PM
I almost burst out crying during my lab assessment today because I started having a panic attack and that had never happened to me in this program before ever
also I really need to be better about my med compliance but it’s so hard to remember when I’m trying to get ready in the morning
November 18, 2025 at 6:17 AM
also I really need to be better about my med compliance but it’s so hard to remember when I’m trying to get ready in the morning
10 weeks in sh recovery everyone! I’m sorry if it’s annoying that I talk about it a lot but when you have a bunch of alters in your head that use sh as a coping mechanism, every unified victory counts
November 18, 2025 at 6:16 AM
10 weeks in sh recovery everyone! I’m sorry if it’s annoying that I talk about it a lot but when you have a bunch of alters in your head that use sh as a coping mechanism, every unified victory counts
us in our nursing school era
November 17, 2025 at 3:44 AM
us in our nursing school era
guys I forgot to post an official update but I aced my first midterms of nursing school!!!! I had to take pharmacology and pathophysiology, and I got a 97% on both!!!
November 14, 2025 at 12:40 AM
guys I forgot to post an official update but I aced my first midterms of nursing school!!!! I had to take pharmacology and pathophysiology, and I got a 97% on both!!!
officially 2 months in recovery from sh! still feels bittersweet considering I had two years, but I’m managing.
November 9, 2025 at 6:34 AM
officially 2 months in recovery from sh! still feels bittersweet considering I had two years, but I’m managing.
I am doing okay on my halloween depression, I think iirc (anything trauma related is so hazy) I usually cry the night before and then am ok day of
November 1, 2025 at 4:23 AM
I am doing okay on my halloween depression, I think iirc (anything trauma related is so hazy) I usually cry the night before and then am ok day of
i have officially hit my pre-Halloween uncontrollable crying phase. it’s a really painful reminder of a trauma anniversary and it always rips my heart out each year.
I’m snuggling my favorite plush and talking to God and breathing. it’s always so raw, even though it’s been 14 years
I’m snuggling my favorite plush and talking to God and breathing. it’s always so raw, even though it’s been 14 years
October 31, 2025 at 5:51 AM
i have officially hit my pre-Halloween uncontrollable crying phase. it’s a really painful reminder of a trauma anniversary and it always rips my heart out each year.
I’m snuggling my favorite plush and talking to God and breathing. it’s always so raw, even though it’s been 14 years
I’m snuggling my favorite plush and talking to God and breathing. it’s always so raw, even though it’s been 14 years
also! I took my pathophys midterm and only missed one! I only lost .75 of a point so almost perfect! all my studying paid off :)
October 30, 2025 at 11:07 PM
also! I took my pathophys midterm and only missed one! I only lost .75 of a point so almost perfect! all my studying paid off :)
finally started my meds again yesterday and fuck, I was soooo insanely nauseous all night
October 30, 2025 at 11:04 PM
finally started my meds again yesterday and fuck, I was soooo insanely nauseous all night
officially hit 50 days in sh recovery, and the time before this I had relapsed on day 49 so I’m making progress :)
October 29, 2025 at 5:21 AM
officially hit 50 days in sh recovery, and the time before this I had relapsed on day 49 so I’m making progress :)
crazy that with long-term ana or malnutrition, your cells think you’re going to die so they just shrink themselves and eliminate mitochondria, thus causing chronic fatigue. only good news is that if you recover, the body can sometimes bring them back and become able to meet energy demands again
October 25, 2025 at 9:39 PM
crazy that with long-term ana or malnutrition, your cells think you’re going to die so they just shrink themselves and eliminate mitochondria, thus causing chronic fatigue. only good news is that if you recover, the body can sometimes bring them back and become able to meet energy demands again
been so depressed the past few days but it’s a weird, under the surface kind of crying for no apparent reason type.
October 24, 2025 at 5:18 AM
been so depressed the past few days but it’s a weird, under the surface kind of crying for no apparent reason type.
@ my student moots in the US: don’t forget to apply for FAFSA! it’s open now :)
October 23, 2025 at 6:07 PM
@ my student moots in the US: don’t forget to apply for FAFSA! it’s open now :)
midterms are on monday and tuesday this week and I know I’m pretty prepared but I’m just so nervous
October 23, 2025 at 4:31 PM
midterms are on monday and tuesday this week and I know I’m pretty prepared but I’m just so nervous
fuck. I just had such an insanely horrible adrenaline crash. I literally feel exhausted, alongside the other symptoms. I’m fighting for my life in this bed tonight
October 21, 2025 at 7:12 AM
fuck. I just had such an insanely horrible adrenaline crash. I literally feel exhausted, alongside the other symptoms. I’m fighting for my life in this bed tonight
this week is going to be so exhausting, and then midterms are next monday and tuesday
October 21, 2025 at 4:04 AM
this week is going to be so exhausting, and then midterms are next monday and tuesday
i forgot to update but I did survive clinical. It threw me into an insane depression with some of the shit I saw, but I’m doing okay.
October 19, 2025 at 1:22 AM
i forgot to update but I did survive clinical. It threw me into an insane depression with some of the shit I saw, but I’m doing okay.
I’m feeling really bloated and having waves of nausea and idk if it’s anxiety or my dinner and it’s so annoying. I’m trying to sleep 😭
October 14, 2025 at 5:45 AM
I’m feeling really bloated and having waves of nausea and idk if it’s anxiety or my dinner and it’s so annoying. I’m trying to sleep 😭
I have my first clinical tomorrow and I’m so nervous omg
October 14, 2025 at 1:01 AM
I have my first clinical tomorrow and I’m so nervous omg
guys I didn’t relapse last night and it was nothing short of a miracle. 31 days!
October 11, 2025 at 3:41 AM
guys I didn’t relapse last night and it was nothing short of a miracle. 31 days!
I’m bordering relapse again (can’t seem to make it stick more than 4 weeks) and I’m sobbing my fucking eyes out. why did I have to be so sensitive in this life? my heart is crushing the shit out of me from the inside
October 10, 2025 at 2:33 AM
I’m bordering relapse again (can’t seem to make it stick more than 4 weeks) and I’m sobbing my fucking eyes out. why did I have to be so sensitive in this life? my heart is crushing the shit out of me from the inside
1 month in recovery again! 🦋
October 9, 2025 at 5:56 AM
1 month in recovery again! 🦋
first day of nursing school was today!!! I got my badge and everything 🥰
September 30, 2025 at 2:51 AM
first day of nursing school was today!!! I got my badge and everything 🥰
it’s a “medicine” bmth day
September 28, 2025 at 7:00 PM
it’s a “medicine” bmth day