♡𝐃𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐲⛧ (edtwt/edsky) (relapse era)
@strugglingw000.bsky.social
He/they | 18 | vegetarian | poly addict | threads r in the replies of my pinned | DNI: under 14
Height: 5'2 Cw:113lbs
Height: 5'2 Cw:113lbs
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Edsky intro
⛧Dizzy
⛧18
⛧vegetarian
~ gw: 95lbs, Iw: 97Ibs
~ obsessed with Ville Valo and HIM
♡ To be moots!
⛧Dizzy
⛧18
⛧vegetarian
~ gw: 95lbs, Iw: 97Ibs
~ obsessed with Ville Valo and HIM
♡ To be moots!
My mental health is in the gutter I want to kill myself I can't even starve myself right
August 12, 2025 at 9:21 AM
My mental health is in the gutter I want to kill myself I can't even starve myself right
B/p era and restriction era and maybe soon diet pill era I'm skinnymaxxing
August 7, 2025 at 10:58 PM
B/p era and restriction era and maybe soon diet pill era I'm skinnymaxxing
Just b/p'd everything I wanted to eat and I got up everything that I ate that wasn't super super low cal I feel so good
August 7, 2025 at 9:10 PM
Just b/p'd everything I wanted to eat and I got up everything that I ate that wasn't super super low cal I feel so good
I weigh 114.6lbs as of this morning
August 7, 2025 at 6:12 PM
I weigh 114.6lbs as of this morning
I've been under 900cals for 4 days without a single serious binge urge even while stoned out of my mind watching Cheech and chong I've been listening to the manic street preachers and walking so much I've lost 6lbs (I was 120 yikes) and I'm so ready to be skinny again I don't even want to eat ngl
August 7, 2025 at 5:10 AM
I've been under 900cals for 4 days without a single serious binge urge even while stoned out of my mind watching Cheech and chong I've been listening to the manic street preachers and walking so much I've lost 6lbs (I was 120 yikes) and I'm so ready to be skinny again I don't even want to eat ngl
Update. I've been using the website on my laptop 😭
I miss og edtwt but I'm never hopping on x again. May just turn one of my old phones into an ED phone so I can have it on there and not my main phone but like. Whyyy would I do that lol I hate the platform I just miss my ed'd friends
August 6, 2025 at 1:33 PM
Update. I've been using the website on my laptop 😭
Good morning edsky I'm about to try duck eggs (they're from my grandma's pet ducks) in my sandwich I hope this is good
August 6, 2025 at 1:30 PM
Good morning edsky I'm about to try duck eggs (they're from my grandma's pet ducks) in my sandwich I hope this is good
I'm so tired of living this way I miss being skinny and I sure as hell miss feeling alive why does my life suck so much why can't I stay close with anybody why do my friends only try to help out of obligation not out of sincere care I'm so tired
August 4, 2025 at 7:11 PM
I'm so tired of living this way I miss being skinny and I sure as hell miss feeling alive why does my life suck so much why can't I stay close with anybody why do my friends only try to help out of obligation not out of sincere care I'm so tired
Do any of you guys want my insta I'm not putting it on here publicly but I need more ppl to talk to Abt my ED, the few ppl I could tell Abt my struggles have all recovered and I can't talk abt struggling without being triggering so
August 4, 2025 at 1:55 PM
Do any of you guys want my insta I'm not putting it on here publicly but I need more ppl to talk to Abt my ED, the few ppl I could tell Abt my struggles have all recovered and I can't talk abt struggling without being triggering so
I'm not fucking eating today i stfg
August 4, 2025 at 1:41 PM
I'm not fucking eating today i stfg
I miss og edtwt but I'm never hopping on x again. May just turn one of my old phones into an ED phone so I can have it on there and not my main phone but like. Whyyy would I do that lol I hate the platform I just miss my ed'd friends
August 4, 2025 at 1:41 PM
I miss og edtwt but I'm never hopping on x again. May just turn one of my old phones into an ED phone so I can have it on there and not my main phone but like. Whyyy would I do that lol I hate the platform I just miss my ed'd friends
I want to sh again I miss being in pain I deserve it bc I'm so fucking insufferable
August 4, 2025 at 2:39 AM
I want to sh again I miss being in pain I deserve it bc I'm so fucking insufferable
I hate being me I hate that nobody is consistently here for me because I have no social skills because I was homeschooled and socially isolated and abused so I'm still on the same social level as a kid but I can't practice and get better cuz nobody wants to be around me (1)
August 4, 2025 at 2:38 AM
I hate being me I hate that nobody is consistently here for me because I have no social skills because I was homeschooled and socially isolated and abused so I'm still on the same social level as a kid but I can't practice and get better cuz nobody wants to be around me (1)
Y'all. I had to buy a new skirt cuz I keep binging and I wanted to dress fem but my favorite crop top is getting too tight too I'm going to shoot myself I'm never eating again
August 4, 2025 at 2:32 AM
Y'all. I had to buy a new skirt cuz I keep binging and I wanted to dress fem but my favorite crop top is getting too tight too I'm going to shoot myself I'm never eating again
HOLY SHIT I DISAPPEARED MY BAD GUYS
I was binging like mad but I've been doing better I hope I stick w it
I was binging like mad but I've been doing better I hope I stick w it
August 1, 2025 at 12:13 PM
HOLY SHIT I DISAPPEARED MY BAD GUYS
I was binging like mad but I've been doing better I hope I stick w it
I was binging like mad but I've been doing better I hope I stick w it
I need to weigh myself but I'm lowkey scared to I think I will soon and then I will eat but I wanna smoke weed first
July 16, 2025 at 4:15 PM
I need to weigh myself but I'm lowkey scared to I think I will soon and then I will eat but I wanna smoke weed first
Sorry I disappeared y'all I had a busy few days
July 16, 2025 at 4:14 PM
Sorry I disappeared y'all I had a busy few days
Gonna omad every day of my period this honeymoon phase is honeymooning
July 12, 2025 at 12:25 PM
Gonna omad every day of my period this honeymoon phase is honeymooning
I'm so hungry but I don't feel like eating I'm exhausted
July 10, 2025 at 6:34 PM
I'm so hungry but I don't feel like eating I'm exhausted
I love blocking ppl I find annoying on here
July 10, 2025 at 6:33 PM
I love blocking ppl I find annoying on here
Fruit juice my beloved my wonderful guilt-free sweet treat I could never count your cals fruit juice I love u ❣️
July 10, 2025 at 6:25 PM
Fruit juice my beloved my wonderful guilt-free sweet treat I could never count your cals fruit juice I love u ❣️
Reposted by ♡𝐃𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐲⛧ (edtwt/edsky) (relapse era)
if you're trans and/or chronically ill there's like a 99% chance you are actually more knowledgeable than your doctor
I would say "a doctor should know better", but as we have established, doctors often couldn't tell their head from their ass. Presumably because one is usually shoved deep inside the other.
July 10, 2025 at 5:53 AM
if you're trans and/or chronically ill there's like a 99% chance you are actually more knowledgeable than your doctor
I miss how active and interactive edtwt was why r so many ppl on here so boring 💔💔
July 10, 2025 at 6:20 PM
I miss how active and interactive edtwt was why r so many ppl on here so boring 💔💔
I honestly look a little smaller at my cw than I did when I was this weight the last time so I think i've gained some muscle 🫣
July 10, 2025 at 6:17 PM
I honestly look a little smaller at my cw than I did when I was this weight the last time so I think i've gained some muscle 🫣
Anorexic shark coochie board
(Except it's on a paper plate cuz I'm poor)
(Except it's on a paper plate cuz I'm poor)
July 10, 2025 at 4:01 PM
Anorexic shark coochie board
(Except it's on a paper plate cuz I'm poor)
(Except it's on a paper plate cuz I'm poor)