where my brain is telling me I have to pick a route and stick with it for now. And I'm having a dilemma on what route I need to walk.

I'll test things out and see what I can do, though.

That's all. Sorry to yap like this I'm going to sleep now.

But in a "I'm not 100% sure if I want to invest into becoming an artist" way. And even though I already have to some degree, I don't think my mind is fully into it simply because I have other things I like to do. I'm not saying I can't do all the things I want, but I feel like I'm at this threshold

Not only do I feel aimless in what I'm doing and how I approach it, but I also feel like I'm waisting the time doing this that could be spent doing something else.

Like, I like art and all, but I've never really considered myself an artist. Not in like a "my skills suck so I'm not an artist" way,

💥

Yeah, I mean, it's good.

It's not GOTY good, but I'm like nearly halfway through the game, so what do I know?

REAAAAAL REAL REAL REAL SO REAL