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ed diary | 27 | lesbian | she/her | ethical v-gan | 🌱🧿🇵🇷

EDNOS/OSFED | HW130, CW96.1, PLW102, GW95, UGW90
These posts make it seem like I'm doing worse than I am lol I'm just tired bc I was up for two hours in pain last night bc of the bleeding. I survived BFCM as an email designer at a marketing company and am moving out this month! Best friend got married! Partner and I are doing well! Things are good
December 5, 2025 at 1:39 PM
I have never been more tired, more weak, and more incapable of complex thought or conversation in my life but I've been sub triple digits for only a few months? I think I can keep going if I just start being more intentional with nutrients. No brain power to think abt that though lol
December 5, 2025 at 1:36 PM
Got my period today which is sooner than the 3 month gap I usually have, and I wonder if that's bc I'm eating more. Don't like that. At the same time the negative effects of my ed after all these years is really getting noticeable but I also don't feel sick enough to recover yet
December 5, 2025 at 1:34 PM
Same, I love how moody it is, and the navy pairs so nicely with it!! The slight shimmer and bitten berry colorway of the other is just so pretty too 😭 Ty for your vote also!
November 9, 2025 at 10:53 PM
Ikr! I LOVE the vampy/Halloween vibe of the first, but the second is SO pretty 😭 Ty for your vote!
November 9, 2025 at 10:27 PM
Never annoying, totally normal, totally understandable. There's nothing wrong with expressing your love for her like this and sharing it with whomever passes by. Be as gentle as you can be with yourself--the love they show us is the love they want you to receive, always. 🤍
November 7, 2025 at 7:02 PM
She was so beautiful with that little frosted face. 🤍 I'm so sorry, I know this feeling too. There's no feeling in the world like it. Please take all the time you need and know that every choice made was one of compassion, and she felt that love up to her last breath. She'll be with you always. 🤍
November 7, 2025 at 6:59 PM
It's agonizing 😭 I get the frustration!
November 6, 2025 at 3:45 AM
I was a pound and a half away at one point!!!!!!!!!! Never hit it though 🫩
November 6, 2025 at 1:59 AM
I've been 3-5lbs away from my next gw for like, three months lol
November 6, 2025 at 1:58 AM
On the plus side my partner is being strict with me and said no more snacks in the house, and if we do, one kind max. The issue is when I go shopping alone, especially with seasonal flavors and me being curious and super weak-willed sometimes.
November 2, 2025 at 2:07 AM
I hate being ugly more than I hate anything else about me. I'm just a really unfortunate-looking person. I thought professional photos were supposed to make you feel better lol
October 28, 2025 at 9:10 PM
Like I'm not gonna say anything to her if she wants to post them bc it's HER big day and she's amazing and I love her and she looked like the most gorgeous girl in the world, but I feel like objectively I'm just very fucking ugly lol. I was riding the high of the wedding until now
October 28, 2025 at 9:08 PM
Also I think I'm gonna choose Ch1korita!
October 16, 2025 at 4:01 PM
Sorry I'm never on here anymore I'm SO FUCKING BUSY
October 16, 2025 at 4:01 PM