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@sourbluberries.bsky.social
ed diary | 27 | lesbian | she/her | ethical v-gan | 🌱🧿🇵🇷

EDNOS/OSFED | HW130, CW96.1, PLW102, GW95, UGW90
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Hi! Call me Blu 🫐
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• EDNOS/OFSED
• 21+ years old
• Unfortunately American so I use Freedom Units
• Latina, she/her, queer

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I can't control anyone so I don't have a DNI list, but I'll block minors, fatphobes, bigots, and whoever else I want as I see 'em

#edbsky
Hi, I'm still alive lol. Life is busy and I'm exhausted. Been in a daily b1nge-r3strict cycle for the past few months and have just maintained. Saw an old professor yesterday and she said I'd gotten th1n and look good. Happy about that, but I could (should) be th1nner
December 5, 2025 at 1:31 PM
Every platform I've posted this question on is at 50/50 lmaooooooo
Help me decide pls I can't choose 😭 I need to start drinking water more often so I'm getting myself a water bottle!
November 10, 2025 at 12:30 AM
Help me decide pls I can't choose 😭 I need to start drinking water more often so I'm getting myself a water bottle!
November 9, 2025 at 10:09 PM
Old classmate posted a b0dych3ck video on her story and she is SO tiny and SO petite. Why can't that be me 😭
November 6, 2025 at 3:46 AM
All I do lately is eat and gain/lose the same 3lbs
November 6, 2025 at 1:57 AM
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i think about this post every day
August 28, 2025 at 8:51 PM
Today was W0rld V3gan D4y and instead of using my cals on something good or worth it I just binged on shitty junk food, just like I did last night, to the point of thinking I was going to puke (which was the case last night too)

November is off to a great start everyone!!!!!!
November 2, 2025 at 2:04 AM
Happy Halloween! 🎃 All cals on me, have fun tonight y'all! 🍬🍭 As hard as it is to believe, we all deserve joy and to allow ourselves to indulge without guilt. Try your best to not be too hard on yourselves today. Today is a day of celebration! 🖤
October 31, 2025 at 6:28 PM
Just got some professional photos back from my best friend's wedding and lmao it doesn't even matter if I'm skinny because being skinny hasn't fixed my face
October 28, 2025 at 9:07 PM
Desperately trying to hit my next gw before my best friend gets married on Saturday bc I'm a m41d of h0n0r and so scared about getting pics taken and I'm 1.5lbs away PLEASE GOD PLEASE??? PLEASE???
October 21, 2025 at 1:10 PM
Happy P0k3mon Legends Zaza day 💨
October 16, 2025 at 4:00 PM
FUN FACT: Did you know that after dropping my abuela off at the airport, kicking off a week of being home alone, I did not st4rve and instead ate the rest of my leftover birthday cake and Indi4n food and this was hours ago and I still feel full up to my throat
October 5, 2025 at 1:53 AM
We eatin' GOOOOOOOD tonight
October 4, 2025 at 7:23 PM
The last gift my partner got me for my bday came in and she's beautiful!! 😭 Celebrating by baking one cookie, and hopefully it's good bc I think I bought this dough like..... maybe over a month ago..... maybe two months.....
October 1, 2025 at 10:12 PM
Happy October! We're locking in again this month and we're all gonna feel great in our costumes and enjoy fall dishes, desserts, and candy with no guilt!! H4lloween is my fave holiday and we WILL have fun and enjoy it this year 🎃🦇🖤
October 1, 2025 at 2:07 PM
Ate a big meal for breakfast bc today was going to be busy at work, and my partner brought me a snack plate they made for me and were visibly saddened by me kindly rejecting it. When they left the room I noticed they cut the strawberries into hearts. I cried so much. I fucking hate myself
September 30, 2025 at 8:23 PM
Being an emotional eater with an ed is so fucked up bc why am I bingeing to cope with my emotions and numb myself and then wanting to eat more bc I'm stressed and scared about w8 gain and how much I ate
September 30, 2025 at 12:15 AM
Okay I can FOR SURE see that I've gotten bigger. I'm fucking up. Need to hit my next gw in October. I'm not getting bigger because of muscles or anything I'm just eating eating eating and I don't need to. I eat when I'm not hungry. I'm falling back into my emotional bingeing like fucking clockwork
September 29, 2025 at 11:58 PM
This month has been suuuch a disaster bc of big events + my job stressing me out + my birthday, I've been binging like HELL I literally made myself dumplings and DRANK THE LEFTOVER SOY SAUCE oh my GOD
September 29, 2025 at 11:22 PM
Tysm for all the birthday wishes! My partner and I celebrated by driving up and going to H4lloween H0rror N1ghts :') Loooved the FN4F and Terr1fier houses!
September 26, 2025 at 1:12 AM
Also, it's my birthday! All cals on me 🥳
September 24, 2025 at 1:42 PM
Why can I only see something I write if it's a post I make separately 😭 Any why ONLY on my feed and not my profile!!!
September 24, 2025 at 12:24 PM
Wtf is going on w either Bsky or my connection?? I've liked posts + replied to different people but every time I close and open the app, it's like I haven't interacted with anyone. Idk if this will even post 😭
September 24, 2025 at 12:23 PM
Does anyone here work in a cr3ative industry and know how to deal with art1st bl0ck or just generally not ever knowing what to do or what looks good because I'm so burnt out and creatively drained
September 18, 2025 at 11:54 PM
Sorry I haven't been on here, I've been severely employed
September 18, 2025 at 11:51 PM