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@snowgraveyard.bsky.social
𝘊𝘖𝘜𝘕𝘛 𝘜𝘗 𝘈𝘓𝘓 𝘛𝘏𝘌 𝘠𝘌𝘈𝘙𝘚 𝘛𝘏𝘈𝘛 𝘞𝘌 𝘚𝘗𝘌𝘕𝘋 𝘈𝘚𝘓𝘌𝘌𝘗
𝘐𝘍 𝘛𝘐𝘔𝘌 𝘐𝘚 𝘔𝘌𝘈𝘕𝘛 𝘍𝘖𝘙 𝘓𝘐𝘝𝘐𝘕𝘎, 𝘞𝘏𝘠'𝘚 𝘐𝘛 𝘒𝘐𝘓𝘓𝘐𝘕𝘎 𝘔𝘌?
MDNI 🔞 | icon @inercjaplesni
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𝘐𝘍 𝘛𝘐𝘔𝘌 𝘐𝘚 𝘔𝘌𝘈𝘕𝘛 𝘍𝘖𝘙 𝘓𝘐𝘝𝘐𝘕𝘎, 𝘞𝘏𝘠'𝘚 𝘐𝘛 𝘒𝘐𝘓𝘓𝘐𝘕𝘎 𝘔𝘌?
MDNI 🔞 | icon @inercjaplesni
if i didn't give you this @ im blocking you
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· Dec 16
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i would like to feel like a first choice or even remotely desirable (even for like Conversation) just once. i feel like ppl just arent interested in me anymore. why am i always approaching. h.
February 25, 2025 at 10:56 AM
i would like to feel like a first choice or even remotely desirable (even for like Conversation) just once. i feel like ppl just arent interested in me anymore. why am i always approaching. h.
feeling traumatized in the way dogs that squish themselves into the corner of shelter kennels are rn ngl
February 24, 2025 at 7:44 PM
feeling traumatized in the way dogs that squish themselves into the corner of shelter kennels are rn ngl
my agoraphobia is flaring up so bad 🤩 might just get so physically sick i have to be hospitalized bc im not getting the help i need to get to drs i need to get to and instead im being shoved between strangers or no healthcare !!
February 24, 2025 at 5:32 AM
my agoraphobia is flaring up so bad 🤩 might just get so physically sick i have to be hospitalized bc im not getting the help i need to get to drs i need to get to and instead im being shoved between strangers or no healthcare !!
having memory issues is so twisted like i bought rdr2 played hours of it and remembered basically nothing. i loaded it and i was in an area i cannot recall at all. augh. it just makes me so sad
February 23, 2025 at 9:35 AM
having memory issues is so twisted like i bought rdr2 played hours of it and remembered basically nothing. i loaded it and i was in an area i cannot recall at all. augh. it just makes me so sad
its so fun that my mom in this period of my life that i actually remember is like incapable of being nurturing. deeply jealous of baby "me"
February 21, 2025 at 4:21 PM
its so fun that my mom in this period of my life that i actually remember is like incapable of being nurturing. deeply jealous of baby "me"
would be really cool if my family treated me how i treat them. nobody offers me food no one sees me when im sick and asks if i need a drink or anything. never any questions abt how i am what im up to.
February 21, 2025 at 2:54 PM
would be really cool if my family treated me how i treat them. nobody offers me food no one sees me when im sick and asks if i need a drink or anything. never any questions abt how i am what im up to.
the chronic pain is chronic pain-ing so bad ............ im going back to bed for a bit
February 18, 2025 at 1:27 PM
the chronic pain is chronic pain-ing so bad ............ im going back to bed for a bit
ive been addressing a lot of my trauma lately and its really hard. i got so used to it that i forgot how bad it was. my childhood was so fucked. talking w my family and social worker n shit we think like 6 separate drs missed psychotic episodes in favor of just framing me as a bad child
February 17, 2025 at 5:24 AM
ive been addressing a lot of my trauma lately and its really hard. i got so used to it that i forgot how bad it was. my childhood was so fucked. talking w my family and social worker n shit we think like 6 separate drs missed psychotic episodes in favor of just framing me as a bad child
you tell em hayley ..... sniffle open.spotify.com/track/6t44iU...
Fake Happy
Paramore · After Laughter · Song · 2017
open.spotify.com
February 17, 2025 at 5:22 AM
you tell em hayley ..... sniffle open.spotify.com/track/6t44iU...
oo the mental illinois is bad rn it will pass but hoooly shit i cannot sleep
January 29, 2025 at 6:53 AM
oo the mental illinois is bad rn it will pass but hoooly shit i cannot sleep
while one would think your brain developing to not let u be sui anymore would be a good thing it kinda sucks bc im still in an equal amt of pain but i dont have the 'want to die about it' way out now
December 25, 2024 at 8:55 PM
while one would think your brain developing to not let u be sui anymore would be a good thing it kinda sucks bc im still in an equal amt of pain but i dont have the 'want to die about it' way out now
worst chr/stmas since my fuckin dad died lol !
December 25, 2024 at 7:56 PM
worst chr/stmas since my fuckin dad died lol !
✮ small numbers/'priv acc'
✮ close-ish mutuals only
✮ blocking basically everyone else
✮ close-ish mutuals only
✮ blocking basically everyone else
December 16, 2024 at 10:09 AM
✮ small numbers/'priv acc'
✮ close-ish mutuals only
✮ blocking basically everyone else
✮ close-ish mutuals only
✮ blocking basically everyone else
after finding out IH is a terf i need to change this @ ☹ ill come up with one at some point . . .
December 16, 2024 at 10:03 AM
after finding out IH is a terf i need to change this @ ☹ ill come up with one at some point . . .
i was all things considered doing very well b4 i started being fucking sabotaged. ive been cut off from therapy and now im being forced back into proximity with a man who puts me in fight or flight 24/7 without being warned hes going to be here multiple days 👍
December 10, 2024 at 6:12 PM
i was all things considered doing very well b4 i started being fucking sabotaged. ive been cut off from therapy and now im being forced back into proximity with a man who puts me in fight or flight 24/7 without being warned hes going to be here multiple days 👍
i think a god that 'knows everything' but purposefully set ppl up for failure and suffering isnt worth worship or praise and if that god exists id much rather go to hell.
December 4, 2024 at 7:02 AM
i think a god that 'knows everything' but purposefully set ppl up for failure and suffering isnt worth worship or praise and if that god exists id much rather go to hell.
i rlly need texting as an accessibility option for communication why are ppl so averse to it
December 3, 2024 at 7:13 AM
i rlly need texting as an accessibility option for communication why are ppl so averse to it
i love having anxiety around sleeping, the thing i HAVE to do biologically, very cool
December 3, 2024 at 6:31 AM
i love having anxiety around sleeping, the thing i HAVE to do biologically, very cool
could never be like my m*m bc if my ex caused permanent structural damage/a crippling fainting condition to my child's brain through psychological trauma i wouldnt get back w him
December 1, 2024 at 8:10 AM
could never be like my m*m bc if my ex caused permanent structural damage/a crippling fainting condition to my child's brain through psychological trauma i wouldnt get back w him
its rlly weird that my family isnt more freaked out by how anemic ive been. early on my oral temp was 95 any lower is hypothermia ..
December 1, 2024 at 5:12 AM
its rlly weird that my family isnt more freaked out by how anemic ive been. early on my oral temp was 95 any lower is hypothermia ..
im not ashamed of being disabled but it sure as hell pisses me the fuck off im going to be so cooked tomorrow over a few hours of prepping food
November 27, 2024 at 11:34 PM
im not ashamed of being disabled but it sure as hell pisses me the fuck off im going to be so cooked tomorrow over a few hours of prepping food
ppl whose mothers arent the devil incarnate can we trade
November 25, 2024 at 9:45 PM
ppl whose mothers arent the devil incarnate can we trade
my day will be going mostly normal and then suddenly my lips are white and for what ... i hate this anemia shit its so annoying
November 25, 2024 at 12:50 AM
my day will be going mostly normal and then suddenly my lips are white and for what ... i hate this anemia shit its so annoying
idk how i ended up so nice when everyone im related to is fucking demonic
November 23, 2024 at 2:21 PM
idk how i ended up so nice when everyone im related to is fucking demonic
i dont like how many dandelions there are mid november
November 19, 2024 at 9:51 PM
i dont like how many dandelions there are mid november