lead is the secret umami

try writing "chocolate bar" on a piece of cardboard and sliding it under the door

man I wish those Olly gummies worked on me, I tried them a while back and they basically did nothing

the only thing that's had even a somewhat consistent effect is taking NyQuil just before bed, but some nights it did nothing and I've killed a whole bottle already

I'm trying Tylenol PM Extra Strength but I don't feel anything at all :T

I'm starting to cut caffeine & drink more water, I've got f.lux on my phone for filtering screen color temp at night, I'm not taking my Wellbutrin if I wake up too late in the day so it won't still be in my system at night

at least a month where I'm lying barely awake in bed staring at the ceiling for as long as 8 hours before finally passing out

like no joke, there's been a handful of nights where I was in bed sometime between 9pm-11pm & didn't fall asleep until after the sun was rising

genuinely maddening

yeag (suggestive)

something something buddy they wont even let me fuck your own something something