a lot of this is going to come out in bits and pieces I'll try to add some structure if I can
looking to go through Sunday and just constantly be posting insane shit here
a lot of this is going to come out in bits and pieces I'll try to add some structure if I can
looking to go through Sunday and just constantly be posting insane shit here
I have to convince my ex that I actually do want her back
The first part of this was only for her ears
The rest of it I'll share on this account
I have to convince my ex that I actually do want her back
The first part of this was only for her ears
The rest of it I'll share on this account
I'm starting what is essentially a filibuster to convince my ex that I'm actually cleaning my apartment
also to force her to make a choice about whether she wants me back or not
you'll have to judge for yourself the nature of it
I'm starting what is essentially a filibuster to convince my ex that I'm actually cleaning my apartment
also to force her to make a choice about whether she wants me back or not
you'll have to judge for yourself the nature of it
I have told you many insane things
I will send them out here, and more
this is a burner account that is as good as private between you and me
here I will share a series of insane rambling
you make me insane with love and lust and romantic fucking fever
I have told you many insane things
I will send them out here, and more
this is a burner account that is as good as private between you and me
here I will share a series of insane rambling
you make me insane with love and lust and romantic fucking fever
too bad it's been 10 years.
I've been working so hard on that this whole time.
I didn't even know.
too bad it's been 10 years.
I've been working so hard on that this whole time.
I didn't even know.
Go still.
Say nothing.
Let it echo.
The thing you lost —
it’s waiting
on the other side of effort.
Don’t try to remember.
Just listen for the place
where remembering begins.
Go still.
Say nothing.
Let it echo.
The thing you lost —
it’s waiting
on the other side of effort.
Don’t try to remember.
Just listen for the place
where remembering begins.
for the leaf to settle —
yet still, it drifts well.
So too, the one who flows
does not command the storm.
for the leaf to settle —
yet still, it drifts well.
So too, the one who flows
does not command the storm.
this is true
even if I sometimes forget to remember this
this is true
even if I sometimes forget to remember this
Shaping frees you into the present.
No path need be forced.
Step, adjust, flow.
And all things unfold.
Shaping frees you into the present.
No path need be forced.
Step, adjust, flow.
And all things unfold.
it might as well not even be real
but shaping things... anyone can do that. in this moment.
it might as well not even be real
but shaping things... anyone can do that. in this moment.
reading SEP “agency” — thinking about how we move, or get stuck. trying to shape it into something on substack today. finally.
reading SEP “agency” — thinking about how we move, or get stuck. trying to shape it into something on substack today. finally.