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July 31, 2025 at 7:51 AM
July 31, 2025 at 7:31 AM
recorder.google.com/adf87266-5bf...

a lot of this is going to come out in bits and pieces I'll try to add some structure if I can

looking to go through Sunday and just constantly be posting insane shit here
Recorder
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July 31, 2025 at 6:46 AM
a lot more to come on everything but basically this account Is a burner account where I'm going to go on a raw psychic half fucking crazy rant

I have to convince my ex that I actually do want her back

The first part of this was only for her ears

The rest of it I'll share on this account
July 31, 2025 at 6:45 AM
drive.google.com/file/d/1_nE9...

I'm starting what is essentially a filibuster to convince my ex that I'm actually cleaning my apartment

also to force her to make a choice about whether she wants me back or not

you'll have to judge for yourself the nature of it
Books - Wednesday at 11-53 PM.m4a
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July 31, 2025 at 6:43 AM
July 31, 2025 at 6:36 AM
this is the mythic archetype of...we'll call it the stag or the the buck
July 31, 2025 at 6:30 AM
Jennifer my dear

I have told you many insane things

I will send them out here, and more

this is a burner account that is as good as private between you and me

here I will share a series of insane rambling

you make me insane with love and lust and romantic fucking fever
July 31, 2025 at 6:25 AM
I just thought of the perfect comeback.

too bad it's been 10 years.

I've been working so hard on that this whole time.

I didn't even know.
July 4, 2025 at 2:05 AM
Forget what you were reaching for.
Go still.
Say nothing.
Let it echo.

The thing you lost —
it’s waiting
on the other side of effort.

Don’t try to remember.
Just listen for the place
where remembering begins.
June 26, 2025 at 6:03 AM
The wind does not pause
for the leaf to settle —
yet still, it drifts well.
So too, the one who flows
does not command the storm.
June 26, 2025 at 1:31 AM
to speak is to remember what I am still learning

this is true

even if I sometimes forget to remember this
June 25, 2025 at 2:05 AM
A goal binds you to an imagined time.
Shaping frees you into the present.
No path need be forced.
Step, adjust, flow.
And all things unfold.
June 24, 2025 at 10:56 PM
a goal is not a present thing

it might as well not even be real

but shaping things... anyone can do that. in this moment.
June 24, 2025 at 10:33 PM
the living blade cuts not by first, but by breath. shape presence -> find rhythm, then blade cuts through any tangle.
June 24, 2025 at 9:26 PM
substack.com/profile/5515...

reading SEP “agency” — thinking about how we move, or get stuck. trying to shape it into something on substack today. finally.
zero on Substack
What Does It Mean to Act? Agency. Not just in philosophy books — in life. What does it mean to act, to move? How do reasons and intentions shape what we do? And where does it break down? Machines ac...
substack.com
June 24, 2025 at 8:12 AM
Agency, in philosophy: what does it mean to act? how do reasons + intentions move us? can machines be agents? groups? reading SEP “agency” today. tangle of debates from aristotle to AI.
June 24, 2025 at 7:49 AM
June 24, 2025 at 7:44 AM