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Effelyn
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I write sometimes
I'm struggling and using Akaashi Keiji from the hit anime "Haikyuu!!" as a way to cope with my emotions.

If anyone wants to read, I'm putting the first chapter here: archiveofourown.org/works/660796...

Come be anxious with me 💖
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June 1, 2025 at 4:48 AM
Lmao got locked out of here oopsie
March 13, 2025 at 4:27 AM
I need a matching header 😭
November 18, 2024 at 12:32 AM
This one I will post this way because the wording got it flagged
November 18, 2024 at 12:31 AM
4/16/23:
There'll come a time where I won't remember what it felt like to kiss you. I remember when I used to dream of what it would be like to kiss you.
November 18, 2024 at 12:29 AM
November 18, 2024 at 12:28 AM
4/4/23
It doesn't matter. None of it matters now. All these regrets and things I should've done and words I should've said don't matter. I don't have another shot and I'm so sad. I'm so sad. I wish I could've gathered all the pretty words and given them to you before you left
November 18, 2024 at 12:28 AM
4/4/23:
Today it hurts again. It's been almost 4 months and I'm still crying. At one point you loved me, and that makes me sad. I loved you. I still love you and it makes me feel numb
November 18, 2024 at 12:27 AM
At one point I yearned to be loved
November 18, 2024 at 12:24 AM
3/14/23:
The world doesn't hurt like it used to anymore. I'm wrapped in a little blanket of love
November 18, 2024 at 12:23 AM
3/14/23;
I think of the songs I used to kiss you to
Those songs I then started to sing into my pillow as I cried
Now I don't cry when I hear them on the radio
They don't belong to us anymore
I think that's good
There's less pain in the world that way
My heart has lost some weight
November 18, 2024 at 12:21 AM
12/13/22:
Some day I won't think of you when I think of love
Some day the flowers I buy myself will smell sweet again and the coffee I make won't be so bitter
Some day the taste of brown sugar won't be so sickening as I remember holding your hand
It won't be today but it'll be some day
November 18, 2024 at 12:21 AM
Here's the final draft
November 18, 2024 at 12:19 AM
Break ups are hard
November 18, 2024 at 12:17 AM
THE MOTHERFUCKER I WROTE THIS FOR BROKE MY HEART TWO YEARS AGO! FUCK YOU! YOU STINK!
#POETRY
November 18, 2024 at 12:16 AM
I'm simply not cut out for love poems anymore 😭 oh to feel what I felt when I wrote this again
November 18, 2024 at 12:15 AM
I just love flowers
#poetry
November 18, 2024 at 12:14 AM
I feel as tho this one is self explanatory ahahaha
November 18, 2024 at 12:13 AM
This is probably my pride and joy. It's written about the Miya Twins from haikyuu. So this one's for Atsumu and Osamu 🖤
The first darker one is the original and the lighter one is after I went back and touched it up after 4 years
November 18, 2024 at 12:13 AM
This one is probably my least favorite poem I've ever written. It's great to see how much I've grown tho
#Poetry
November 18, 2024 at 12:08 AM
Oh what a treat to see this poem again about my turmoil with gender from 4 years ago #poetry
November 18, 2024 at 12:07 AM
November 18, 2024 at 12:06 AM
We'll start at the beginning! The first poem I wrote for some one. I am based in Montana so here is a post about Bison.
November 18, 2024 at 12:05 AM
Reposted by Effelyn
crying into my pesto pasta rn
November 17, 2024 at 11:22 PM
I'll make a pinned another time hehehe
November 17, 2024 at 11:58 PM