If anyone wants to read, I'm putting the first chapter here: archiveofourown.org/works/660796...
Come be anxious with me 💖
If anyone wants to read, I'm putting the first chapter here: archiveofourown.org/works/660796...
Come be anxious with me 💖
There'll come a time where I won't remember what it felt like to kiss you. I remember when I used to dream of what it would be like to kiss you.
There'll come a time where I won't remember what it felt like to kiss you. I remember when I used to dream of what it would be like to kiss you.
It doesn't matter. None of it matters now. All these regrets and things I should've done and words I should've said don't matter. I don't have another shot and I'm so sad. I'm so sad. I wish I could've gathered all the pretty words and given them to you before you left
It doesn't matter. None of it matters now. All these regrets and things I should've done and words I should've said don't matter. I don't have another shot and I'm so sad. I'm so sad. I wish I could've gathered all the pretty words and given them to you before you left
Today it hurts again. It's been almost 4 months and I'm still crying. At one point you loved me, and that makes me sad. I loved you. I still love you and it makes me feel numb
Today it hurts again. It's been almost 4 months and I'm still crying. At one point you loved me, and that makes me sad. I loved you. I still love you and it makes me feel numb
The world doesn't hurt like it used to anymore. I'm wrapped in a little blanket of love
The world doesn't hurt like it used to anymore. I'm wrapped in a little blanket of love
I think of the songs I used to kiss you to
Those songs I then started to sing into my pillow as I cried
Now I don't cry when I hear them on the radio
They don't belong to us anymore
I think that's good
There's less pain in the world that way
My heart has lost some weight
I think of the songs I used to kiss you to
Those songs I then started to sing into my pillow as I cried
Now I don't cry when I hear them on the radio
They don't belong to us anymore
I think that's good
There's less pain in the world that way
My heart has lost some weight
Some day I won't think of you when I think of love
Some day the flowers I buy myself will smell sweet again and the coffee I make won't be so bitter
Some day the taste of brown sugar won't be so sickening as I remember holding your hand
It won't be today but it'll be some day
Some day I won't think of you when I think of love
Some day the flowers I buy myself will smell sweet again and the coffee I make won't be so bitter
Some day the taste of brown sugar won't be so sickening as I remember holding your hand
It won't be today but it'll be some day
The first darker one is the original and the lighter one is after I went back and touched it up after 4 years
The first darker one is the original and the lighter one is after I went back and touched it up after 4 years