Next year I will probably do something more productive, but until then I will just sluggishly walk my feet to move. Whether it is to move forward or not, I don't know.

This time I realized something that I will never be able to realize for my whole life had I never met a character that is so similar to me in almost every way possible, and I will feel eternally grateful towards them for existing in these trying times when I became more skeptical of everything

As I got older, I ended up learning a lot of things passively from things that exist around me and this year is no exception.

As I got older, I became more tired of constant negativity, anxious vibes and anything that potentially makes me experience emotional shut down and this year is the same.

I don't think that "crazy" perfectly encapsulates what I currently feel right now, it's so much more....intimate? It's like I'm actually being thrown into the world inside and currently feeling the vibes from the situations, without being the "actual" receiver