The thought of having your favorite character being depicted in a way that makes you greatly excited about what to come next, especially when their contents for several recent releases has been hinting towards that point before they actually start to put in on the main plot tier materials.....

Next year I will probably do something more productive, but until then I will just sluggishly walk my feet to move. Whether it is to move forward or not, I don't know.

This time I realized something that I will never be able to realize for my whole life had I never met a character that is so similar to me in almost every way possible, and I will feel eternally grateful towards them for existing in these trying times when I became more skeptical of everything

As I got older, I ended up learning a lot of things passively from things that exist around me and this year is no exception.

As I got older, I became more tired of constant negativity, anxious vibes and anything that potentially makes me experience emotional shut down and this year is the same.

I don't know what to write as the last post of the year, and I got bored (read: had no idea what to write) of writing elaborated year end notes, so I'm probably just going to ramble for a bit here.

Sometimes I wish there would be something more exciting to look forward to as annual new year events...maybe something more comfier like eating grilled foods in the middle of nowhere? Though it doesn't have to be in the new year just for another time of grilled foods....

Things that I particularly love from long haired characters:
- parts of their hair will hang around their shoulder
- you can see how their hair flows, which is especially beautiful when their hair looks messy
- their hair highlights the color of their outfit, especially with complementary colors

open.spotify.com/track/04zZ0A...

Trying to put a new wallpaper from a game, maybe I'm a bit underestimating how pretty it looks on my phone, like wow the colors really popped off despite the monotone palette it's insane, and the character looks really beautiful too......

I don't think that "crazy" perfectly encapsulates what I currently feel right now, it's so much more....intimate? It's like I'm actually being thrown into the world inside and currently feeling the vibes from the situations, without being the "actual" receiver

I won't say that I'm someone who's easily affected by things that happened in drama CD, ASMR, or short voice clips from certain games,

But this might be the first time I feel crazy after hearing one.....

I know that I probably shouldn't have said this, but I get a bit anxious when I see random people suddenly following me all of sudden. I barely post anything, yet somehow my account is discovered so randomly somewhere else.

Maybe I'm just too used to hole myself in my own private place....

Feels weird to be in here after waiting for, like, six months? Idk, too much happened by then that it's a miracle I even got invite code in the first place

Anyway, this place probably has some rambles and stuffs, but I will try to not be too negative about it. Not when there's no private mode here