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Talk to me that way again and I’ll rip you apart motherfucker
December 12, 2025 at 4:40 AM
Talk to me that way again and I’ll rip you apart motherfucker
Another day another failed attempt lol
December 10, 2025 at 6:23 AM
Another day another failed attempt lol
Fuck it. I’m gonna go turn on the shower n open myself up. I’ve had it
December 10, 2025 at 1:50 AM
Fuck it. I’m gonna go turn on the shower n open myself up. I’ve had it
god fuck this fuck all of this I didn’t ask to be here why should I have to stay
December 10, 2025 at 1:07 AM
god fuck this fuck all of this I didn’t ask to be here why should I have to stay
really scared that one day we’re just gonna Snap lmfao
October 12, 2025 at 5:47 AM
really scared that one day we’re just gonna Snap lmfao
daddy issues time uh ohhhhh!! Feel like we gotta give him one last chance and try to appeal to whatever reasoning may or may not be there abt. just how bad the world Actually is lol. he’s not a raging alcoholic anymore maybe now something will actually get thru. idk. maybe that’s stupid
October 3, 2025 at 4:39 AM
daddy issues time uh ohhhhh!! Feel like we gotta give him one last chance and try to appeal to whatever reasoning may or may not be there abt. just how bad the world Actually is lol. he’s not a raging alcoholic anymore maybe now something will actually get thru. idk. maybe that’s stupid
fellas I’m soooo tired of feeling like shit all the time lol
September 30, 2025 at 7:29 PM
fellas I’m soooo tired of feeling like shit all the time lol
ggghhhh. urge to cut growing again….
September 26, 2025 at 3:41 AM
ggghhhh. urge to cut growing again….
The ‘I need it to happen to me again’ thoughts abt grooming are. Coming on strong again today haha
September 18, 2025 at 6:43 PM
The ‘I need it to happen to me again’ thoughts abt grooming are. Coming on strong again today haha
could’ve gone worse but. that’s a wrap on a 10yr partnership :,)
September 12, 2025 at 11:29 PM
could’ve gone worse but. that’s a wrap on a 10yr partnership :,)
So let’s recap: tw’s suicide self harm // Friday we made an attempt, and once that luckily failed, we cut on ourself and that. Helped more than it should’ve. Saturday felt like it was Unreality Central, wasn’t sure where I was or who was in front. Sun/Mon was ok but still off kilter
September 10, 2025 at 12:41 AM
So let’s recap: tw’s suicide self harm // Friday we made an attempt, and once that luckily failed, we cut on ourself and that. Helped more than it should’ve. Saturday felt like it was Unreality Central, wasn’t sure where I was or who was in front. Sun/Mon was ok but still off kilter
lays on the ground
September 9, 2025 at 3:26 AM
lays on the ground
tw self harm// sent a vid to our partner n didn’t realize our sh cuts were visible and ofc he asked what happened. and ofc i had to lie. Because he told me he can’t handle that so i did. I lied to him about it but also he told me not to lie to him and I don’t like lying to him it feels gross
September 8, 2025 at 5:49 AM
tw self harm// sent a vid to our partner n didn’t realize our sh cuts were visible and ofc he asked what happened. and ofc i had to lie. Because he told me he can’t handle that so i did. I lied to him about it but also he told me not to lie to him and I don’t like lying to him it feels gross
Tw suicide talk/mentions// Good morning friends, we are still here this morning. Last night was genuinely the worst we’ve had since our first attempt in hs. Reflecting on it this morning is. Hard, of course. because we were There. past the line, so to speak.
September 6, 2025 at 6:00 PM
Tw suicide talk/mentions// Good morning friends, we are still here this morning. Last night was genuinely the worst we’ve had since our first attempt in hs. Reflecting on it this morning is. Hard, of course. because we were There. past the line, so to speak.
am I a coward if I do this. am I a failure for wanting it. am I just. Nobody lol. probably.
September 6, 2025 at 10:25 AM
am I a coward if I do this. am I a failure for wanting it. am I just. Nobody lol. probably.
tw suicide attempt// pulled the hammer back this time before I chickened out. stable now. should probably be in an institute but here I am. Still in my bed
September 6, 2025 at 7:56 AM
tw suicide attempt// pulled the hammer back this time before I chickened out. stable now. should probably be in an institute but here I am. Still in my bed
the scars I cannot lose are on my forearms. and they’re fading. I. Can’t lose them I can’t lose them.
September 6, 2025 at 7:17 AM
the scars I cannot lose are on my forearms. and they’re fading. I. Can’t lose them I can’t lose them.
it’s not normal?? good?? to wanna ask how best to cut ourselves is it? Like. Because we Need to. I. Can’t lose those marks and I’m too. chickenshit to do it unless I know How. to make it hurt to make it Last. grah grah
September 6, 2025 at 6:01 AM
it’s not normal?? good?? to wanna ask how best to cut ourselves is it? Like. Because we Need to. I. Can’t lose those marks and I’m too. chickenshit to do it unless I know How. to make it hurt to make it Last. grah grah
vent tw potential e.d mention??// starting to wonder if us overeating is a sign of us having an episode. cause we don’t do it often but it’s still happened enough it feels like it’s becoming a Pattern. idk…. bweh
September 6, 2025 at 5:50 AM
vent tw potential e.d mention??// starting to wonder if us overeating is a sign of us having an episode. cause we don’t do it often but it’s still happened enough it feels like it’s becoming a Pattern. idk…. bweh
Urge to be a feisty bitch increasing tenfold… cypress what do u want girllll
September 3, 2025 at 5:04 AM
Urge to be a feisty bitch increasing tenfold… cypress what do u want girllll
hrrrrnn. The Important Scars r fading… hhmmmmnnnnn
August 27, 2025 at 4:24 AM
hrrrrnn. The Important Scars r fading… hhmmmmnnnnn
Is it Normal to Want to Take NyQuil Every Night to Sleep Better,
August 27, 2025 at 4:01 AM
Is it Normal to Want to Take NyQuil Every Night to Sleep Better,
grrrrahhhh. cant get outta our own head today :(( trying not to be cynical n Mad but like. its so fucking hard when everything in the world is cynical and maddening rn.
August 26, 2025 at 4:59 PM
grrrrahhhh. cant get outta our own head today :(( trying not to be cynical n Mad but like. its so fucking hard when everything in the world is cynical and maddening rn.